NANA-I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Happy CNY ♥

2012-01-31T17:59:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year` The Year of Dragon. :D ♥

went back hometown - my Kuching city for a week. It seems Chinese New Year for this year is so quiet and everyone did last minute shopping. Economic is bad, everything is expensive compared to few years ago. Everyone has grown up and the thoughts of Chinese New Year is not the same back in the childhood days where we get so excited about Chinese New Year. but now.... nahhhh~

well, Had our pre-CNY dinner with my family and my relatives from my dad side at Grand Margherita. We dont usually have our reunion dinner together but exception for this year. It seems weird and it feels awkward when sitting together on the same table with our cousin which we are not close with. We rarely speak to each other. We are like total stranger. Unlike other families where they are so close with their relatives and speak non-stop topic with each other. so, me and my sister talk to each other non-stop. sisterly-love , too bad my eldest sister isnt around. It will be perfect if she's here.

well, this is my favorite cousin :D

we do look alike ryte? loves

Chinese New Year- raining everyday from morning till night. Its so hard to go visiting during rainy day where we do get wet if we dont use an umbrella. teehee! People tends to get fat during CNY but not for me~ I rarely eat.. Its a good fasting time for me to go diet` woohoo! x))

Friends came over my place on the 2nd day of CNY. Open house :D

people love to come over my house as they find it very relaxing and its like a Villa.

well, its all my dad's creativity for building this superb loving house`

THANKS daddy =))

my BFF since young . Its hard to find friends that will always be there for you even though we do not keep in touch always.

CNY doesnt short of gambling :D

everyday non-stop visiting to friends house . Gambling and slack around till late night. I dont used to be a midnight owl when im in KL andddd.... when im back to kuching and stay late everyday, panda eyes appear. woohoo~ im an old old girl who dont sleep late anymore xDD

my sister decided to have a drink with my bunch of friends before I leave

so, they came over to my house earlier and started to drink. those late comers who are late has been punished by me` wakakaka! too bad some of them went off earlier to catch a late night movie.

Spoilish~ duh!

those who stay continue to drink and at last...... all of them are drunk except me , busy walking around cleaning stuff just like a mummy :D still, we finish 3 and a half bottle of Chivas.

urgh~ dont wanna smell any of it anymore. Im pretty sure I will vomit if i drink Chivas again.

the others two were drunk and was sleeping like a pig in the room while the four of us took pictures together~ Im gonna miss you all :D

Touched down KualaLumpur on Saturday. Missed here alot while im gone` Miss someone that i most care about ; Miss someone i dreamt of everyday; Miss someone that make sure I behave. Youknowwhoyouare =))

Classes starts today but im still in the holiday mood. ohman! boost up my energy and concentration so that I have the efficiency to deal with all my assignment that has been left aside for several weeks. Getonthetrainbabey~ x)

Things to accomplish in this year :
1. Finish YearOne in a very sucky Uni and off to UK
2. Aiming for excellent result
3. Be more efficient
4. Earn more money and spend them wisely
5. Maintain and Workout a good relationship
6. Think positive and act positively
7. Travelling with my dearest love ones

that is all i need~ ♥

---- A women self-esteem rises and falls like a waves and when she hits to the bottom, it is the time for emotional housecleaning-----

XOXO[S]

Hello 2012

2012-01-03T13:12:00.001+08:00

Happy Happy 2012 the year of Dragon and Goodbye to 2011~

Its a brand new year so i hope everything goes smoothly as i expected ; teehees!

lets recalled what i did for for the year of 2011

1) cried a lot ( as i know)

2) get to know Ever who turns out to be my bestgirlfriend now

3) Entered the wrong Uni and it sucks *finger cross

4) got myself a tattoo ♥

5) met someone who is very special to me

6) bought expensive things i wanted with my own moeny :))

woo~ all the things that happen in the year of 2011 just past with just a blink of eyes

memories stays and life moves on

Christmas in Singapore :D

I love singapore alot~ wakakaka

spend 6 days over there ; nice trip

Zirca Club

cable car to Sentosa

Welcome to Merlion place

Universal studio

sat this two rides! amazing~

Far Far away~

The Shrek

Full of people watching the show

Look behind me, Bungee jump and Swing~

It is just awesome~

famous pearl milk tea in Singapore? haha

Shop for dresses in Singapore and its so damn cheap with good quality~

I love shopping in Singapore if you dont convert to Malaysian Ringgit

Foods are cheap as well~ Cheap and yummy !

Public transport is No.1, no worries of getting lost or no transport back home

Cab, Buses, Mrt is always there to ride x))

Came back to KL and I am sick now~

cough and flu ; still carry on drinking cold, alcohol and so on...

and now....

it turns out worst! Oh man! :C

Celebrated New year eve at Maison~

was suppose to celebrate at KL Alive but in the end Maison

thought it would be bored but turns out everyone is Happy and had fun :D

Happy moment in 2011! ♥

Merry Christmas peeps~

2011-12-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

Ding Dong Ding Dong~ 7 days more to Christmas~ well, guess everyone should have your plan on how to celebrate christmas huh? :) So excited that im going to Singapore for christmas. Feel like shopping now~ Shop for womens needs as in everything. wakakaka~

My christmas mood is on~ Are You?

Mission Impossible is On tomorrow~ yeah yeah~ gonna watch movie and shopping with my dearest babe tomorrow~ :D and i cant wait to meet up my two Darlings on tuesday~

Oh yea~ Im so glad to be back to the dancefloor.. i started back my dancing life again~ :D

hope that i could dance again after my class starts~

stay tunes for my update after my trip from Singapore x))

XOXO[S]

November!

2011-11-14T15:03:00.002+08:00

Screaming for time! its already mid of Nov~

well, as we know xmas is just a month plus to go. I love xmas and I enjoyed the xmas mood where lots of xmas decoration in most of the shopping mall. Oh yea, sorry for the inactive in my blog. =D Im just so lazy to update and blog about my life though I do feel like updating sometimes. teehee!

I miss my home as in hometown in Kuching, I miss all my friends there~ best hangout buddy I could ever mention. They are fun to hangout with and treat me well which they care bout me alot as they treat me as a small lil girl who needs to be taken care of everywhere i go. haaha! they cheer me up and love to make me laugh~ Im superb crazy when Im with them as I just dont care about my image at all cause we love to do silly stuff just to make each of us laugh~

we were all strangers during highschool~ we didnt even talked or maybe we did but we've forgotten that we actually knew since then. Friendship among us build up since we graduated from highschool as we use to spend the time together, hangout together`

so, every now and then i spend my time with them when Im back to Kuching :)) that feels so great! wooohooo! L0Ls

I wouldn't forget about our friendship ♥

Laziness of me myself is such a bummer. Wanna have an ideal weight for myself and its so hard! arggghhhhh~ damnit and i seriously wanna get rid of those fugly lines~ awww :C

well, been working to find myself some money to spend over xmas holidays! gonna workhard so that I could play hard at the end~ :D

chiaow~

XOXO[S]

Phuket vacation

2011-09-22T21:33:00.006+08:00

yes! PHUKET :D went vacation with my parents on Malaysia Day

its fun and nice~ a place for relaxing~ good for couple! x))

hope to go travelling with my partner next time!

thai food is just my LOVE. Spicy and Sour~

there's a specific shop that I like the most cause the tomyam is super spicy

its near Patong Beach - The Orchids

Lobster! seafood there is cheap and fresh

they do sell man-made giant robots. Lols

famous of product made from flowers

Streets with hell lots of Club

anyone wanna try? wakaka xPp

fins for snorkeling :DD

Maya Bay beach~ love the scenery

can you spot the human mistake? x)

Caves where they harvest bird nest

Monkey Beach! feeding lots of monkeys with banana

snorkeling~ nice

lots of fish surrounding me~

sunset at Patong Beach~

drinking night!

Visiting the Big Buddha~

Biggest buddha among Asia

say Buhbye to Phuket! :D

Ive become tanned after the trip =C

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back to unilife~ dislike the most~

most of the people love their uni life but not for me

I think i've become not sociable at all since i came to this uni

I missed Sunway U life alot~ lots of joy and laughter

well, nevermind. this will be ending soon!

short semester is just so rush~

reports, assignment, quizzes, mid term clumped together

but i felt so relieve on weekends~ weeee

get to see someone that I could actually relieve my stress tho I still feel stress somehow

wanted to join dance class near my place but then it sucks

cause they dont have any instructor for that particular type of dance

I've been saying that im going back to dancelife since few months ago but I didnt~

aww~ didn't achieve my own promises ; damn

Im glad that everyone is moving on with their life

but to someone its a NONONO!

its really abhorrence when speaking of someone who don't keep their promises

cant they behave like weasels who weasels out of their responsibilities?

duhhhh! pissed off~

September baby

2011-09-03T22:52:00.009+08:00

Oooo lala~ I've been so bad for neglecting my bloggie for months

Holiday is over~ sadly! but I enjoy my holiday with my precious~ :D

Its September Baby~ I love september cause its my birthday month and on the other hand I dislike september cause its short semester which is like only 1 month plus. arghh~ hate class starts after long holiday :D semester one is finally over and I passed! Didnt expect myself to pass for chemistry but I did~ weeee.... but I still feel dissatisfactory. I need motivation and efficiency.

9 Rules to be efficient!

Rule 1: Practice

Practice makes perfect? Perfect practice makes perfection! Everyone knows this. Never stop ourself from practicing. Gogogogo!

Rule 2: Fail

Interpret each failure as a lesson as a motivation to improve ourself . Take each failure as a step to successful :D

Rule 3: Read

No one would only improve by just listen but not reading. Read as more as you can, open up your mind box for knowledge.

Rule 4: Listen

Everyone listen to each other, if not... we would be lonely and would be only talking to ourself. Live out of the box and explore the world of what's going on.

Rule 5: Prepare

WE must be prepared whenever we stand a chance of attaining our goals. We wouldn't want to sit for a final exam without preparation. this is merely a shot in the dark - death or survive. Be prepared efficiently to deal with all obstacles ahead of us.

Rule 6: Walk

We walked everyday to school, work, shop.. everywhere. According to neurology, walking improves ones mind. It increase our brain's volume of gray matter in order to retain our memory when we get older and older.

in fact, walking is a good exercise

Rule 7: Think

Everyone should think outside the box. Unhindered thoughts will leads us to new direction. Think twice to make a decision and only after we think about it will make us realize what is missing.

Rule 8: Rest

As we know that our mind cannot absorb too much at once. We needa rest and relax ourself and our mind after an hour of study.Rest when you are weary, refresh and renew yourself, body, mind and spirit and then get back to work! :D

Rule 9: Focus

If we never focus on something clearly, we wouldnt be 100% efficiency on it. Can multi-tasking makes us efficient in getting things done? It can but it reduces the efficiency in getting one task done. Full concentration and focus! (:

weeee~ lets get motivated! ^^

and so..... finally got myself something of what im longing of for years. Its a lil pain but still worth it. Been thinking over and over again until I finally made the last decision whether I should own it or not. :D went shopping for the last few days of holiday. thats what girls do when they are out from their house. Money is indeed needed in order to shop till we drop. There's millions of choices of cloths and fashion for us to choose varies from cheap to expensive. would you buy a cheap one for many piece or the expensive one? x))

lalalalallala.....................

Kuching Kuching Kuching my hometown! I miss the food there tho i just got back from there last week. I misses my friends as well , those happy moment spending together everyday. There's also bad days when im in Kuching but i'll skip that part, which i dont wish to remember.

Im feipoh~ I suppose to loose weight but I still look fat~ wahhh! how can this be? Stop dancing for like 1 and half years and now i become feipoh? (=.=) Im gonna start doing exercise! yoga? dancing? weehee! :Pp

just another extraordinary day

2011-08-01T21:47:00.002+08:00

sometimes at certain point in time, you wish you could move on without stopping

but when you really moving on and you realize that everything is moving too fast

and you couldn't believe that just a glance of eyes and you are right at that point

when you are busy with your thing and without realizing that how much time had past, how much memories you had with you friends when you walked by places and things you used to do with your friends. Sitting at that corner of the shop and laughed non stop with your dearest friends.

you wish that time could just stop at that moment at that spot just for a rest

But as time move on, people are moving to their own pathway and people starts leaving to achieve their successful life and dreams

every places you went before, every thing you did before just wont fade from your mind and it seems like life just wont let you forget about it and it cling onto your memories.

sometimes when you see your friends are moving forward and you realize that you are lack behind, it act as fuel for myself to work extra hard in order to catch up with the time

there's certain time in life you feel depressed of having this lifestyle and at that very moment there is always a someone who stands beside you cheering you up, comforting you not to give up but to carry on.

I am glad to have incredible friends and love one around me

they gave me security when i lack of it

XOXO[S]

麻木~

2011-06-28T17:05:00.004+08:00

現在的人生活在現實的世界裡

都希望自己能擁有更好的~

時間滴達滴達的過 ,

一瞬間就已經6月尾了~

愛情是充滿彩色還是黑白呢

愛情真讓人麻木~

遇到對的人,就充滿色彩?

遇到錯的人,就隻有黑白?

想要充滿色彩的愛情都是倆人用心去創的嗎?

愛情裡不能有同情,

一旦有了同情,

就會自作主張提出了意見,

最后辛苦的是自己

表面上的相處了解不多

或許看得到優點卻看不到弱點

真正相處過才了解知道彼此的優點弱點

要找一個了解自己的人很難~

要找一個會體諒自己的人很難~

就算以為自己了解彼此但事實上一點都不了解~

就算說到但最后還是做不到~

做不到的事就別承諾~

或許你在這裡說一套,

反而在后面說一套~

自己的心懂得自己在做些什麼~

用心思去思考自己的弱點缺點在哪裡

有時害怕失去

但從不努力去改進,去思考去用心對待

那所害怕的就等於零

有些人可以因為要得到某些東西卻傷害自己

有些人可以因為不合理的理由傷害自己

這樣值得嗎還是隻想要滿足自己

不珍惜自己的人就沒資格去珍惜別人

不愛自己的人也沒資格去愛別人

一個不懂得珍惜身邊的人,

就沒有必要為他/她犧牲自己的時間

或許人們都會說為自己愛的人犧牲都值得

但那隻是一時的想法,感覺

當散了回想過去覺得自己好傻

只是本人的看法 , 没什么意思

XOXO [S]

对男人0求

2011-05-29T14:21:00.004+08:00

有時侯我在想
女人在愛情裡面要的是什麼
女人對男人的要求是什麼
女人是不是渴望太多
還是現在的好男人都沒了

男人如果連一個普通的本份都做不好
還要交女朋友嗎
男人如果每天都想著自己的興趣
那所有的時間都在那身上不在女朋友身上
不管女人一個人,
女人需要陪伴,
女人生病時候
男人如果覺得他所想的東西很重要那就永遠排在第一時間去做
男人隻會說不會行動
做不到的就別對人說你會做

男人如果沒有錢,能給女人幸福嗎?
每天都要帶女人去吃MAMAK擋嗎?
每天都在想怎麼過生活
每天都在想怎麼養自己
連自己都養不起就要拖另一半一起嗎
女人做什麼,去哪裡都要思考兩下
女人要什麼都給不到
最后得到的零

XOXO[S]

public holiday

2011-05-17T23:18:00.007+08:00

Its public holiday today~ Wesak Day! :D

had no class today but managed to complete 2 lab report for chemistry and also biology~

I dislike doing reports and my partner isn't doing her job

as she did the wrong way and it was out of topic.

somehow, i did try to contact her but there was no response her. darn!

neway, me and my other partner tried to do her part together.

went out with my dearie- Diana to pavilion today~

we chit chat alot and camwhore. Its been ages since we last camwhore together. :))

love her a lot! know each other for like more than 5 years

but seems like we've known each other since small`

we share a lot of things together in life as in experience

gonna thanks her alot as she gave me a lot of advice and support me in everything`

cant imagine how life gonna be without her :C

i treasure her as my super bff and also as my sister~

both of us are libras but we have different characteristic and interest

sometimes we do quarrel but we managed to break the wall between us

there's time when we could not make it to each others when we face difficulties

but we understand each other well enough and we are still sister

we smile together, we feel down together, we do things together~

I love you , ms diana sim! ♥

anywhere,

Mr B fetch me up from ts and we had dinner together before he sent me back home

we were so pissed off and it spoiled our appetite

was having dinner at Woh Kei Restaurant at Taman Connaught

its our first time to that place but its now black listed in our list

the first dish was served but we didnt touch it

cause we didn't know whether its the dish we ordered or not

so we wait for the 2nd dish and we ask a girl is it ours

the girl said yes but we taste it so weird

and the boss just came and said wrong dish so its counted in our bill

I straight away say its your girl who's wrong at first saying its our dish

and bla bla bla bla~

the boss said we shouldn't eat that at first..

i was like wth! stoopiiidd thing !

forget about it; doesn't mean i dont have money to pay for shark fin soup` (=w=)

luckily it's just 2 people portion`~ xD

no more second time!

I wanna go bangkok for shopping!

stoopid university do not have long holidays~

whatauniisthis (>=<)

anyone wanna go Bangkok or Singapore with me?

XOXO[S]

Freshman Camp 2011

2011-05-16T20:32:00.008+08:00

Blog Blog Blog! i miss you bloggie~ :D

It's the 3rd week in my university ; dont really like my uni life as the lecturer sucks somehow.

There was a lecturer ; a guy lecturer who taught us calculus. He is always late and everytime he step into the class, he straight say now.. the equation of x bla bla bla.. whataweirdguyishe~ (=.=)

He could not stand still but to move his body here and there everytime he talks. Felt so annoyed.

the others is still okay but the environment is not really good.

Nevermind, gonna do transfer programme of 1+2 to oversea. :D

Just got back from Freshman Camp 2011 yesterday~ it was 3days2nights camp

in Kuala Terengganu campus`

the whole trip was so tiring because its an 8 hour journey to Kuala Terengganu~

we did not get enough rest cause we sleep late but wake up early in the morning`

the first day when we reached there was so boring; bored and tired~

cause we were separated into different groups and the activities isn't fun at all`

Night time was the celebration of UCSI 25th anniversary~ it was great.

group activities in hall

The second day is quite fun cause we went to beach and we played there~

Our Shark Castle! :D

We had picto loto Race in the afternoon where we had to run here and there to find clues and task to solve

it was fun as a team to gather together and figure things out tho everyone is exhausted!

after that, we had survival chef as we had to gather points from the picto loto race in order to buy our ingredients for the survival chef`

i was blind folded

ingredients

Survival Chef!

we were given 1 hour to cook 4dishes which is
the indonesian food (gado-gado), African soup, Malaysian rice and also western bread~

we had only few ingredients and we had to cook those dish with only one mastin, brick and woods~

we had international students in our group so we had different ideas as in different culture but we manage to get over it~ :))

We completed in just 1 hour and its time for the judges to taste it~

Later, got ourself washed up and gathered together in the hall for the sketch!

we had 10 groups with different sketches

We had Twilight and Hunchback of nortre dame!
so we had to combine it together to make a 5minutes sketch!

we had 13 members in our group ~

so we had the main character of Bella, Edward, James, Gypsy and Hunchback

we were so nervous but we really did our best and we enjoy it alot!

we managed to grab the crowd attention ; heehees!

edward and bella

hunchback died :C

after that was sharing session between groups~

I as a leader for my group- Mighty Shark really enjoy being in this group~

we had lots of fun together tho we are all from different countries or different places~

we managed to talk and be like brother and sister!

we won everything and got the first place for the sketch!

1st prize! congratulation

Our cheer :

We'll hunt you;

We'll Bite you;

We stand as one ;

Who are we?

The strongest predators;

The mighty shark!

we are group 8!

cheeerrr~

on the third day, we packed our stuff and gather together for group photos~

we miss each other alot! ^^

departed at 1 to the crystal mosque in terangganu and depart back to kl at 2pm

reached my campus at 1130 and was so exhausted~

but did enjoy the trip! (^w^)

say bye to terengganu!

crystal mosque

shark gang!

in bus going back to KL~ C:

next topic (^@^)

kinda miss my long hair~ hate my fringe actually~

cause its not straight enough my hair!

I want my long hair back~ sobbiess :C

well, had sakae sushi with mr.marc and his brother~

yummy yummy~ love sushi! teehees!

btw, just to recommend this facial product to my friends out there who's reading my blog`

" SRM mix-to-match skincare"

I use this product for about only 2 weeks and my face is very clean than better~

what i meant by clean is no blackheads, not much pimples,
skin texture is back, the moisture, more oxygen i can say~

Its a product that uses plant extract that matches ur skin
cause all of us have different kind of skins

those product we bought from the store or from the cosmetic counter is with a fixed skin type~

but this SRM product go according to the need of your skin~

Its kinda costly but its worth it to use~

XOXO[S]

End of April

2011-04-30T13:29:00.008+08:00

May is just tomorrow! been almost a month since i last came up here and blog :D?

Well, alot to blog about. About my work, my school, my life, my week but where should i start?

16th and 17th of April - Melaka

went to melaka for 2 days 1 night with marc, family and also neighbours.

drove there with 3 cars and i know how to go there already cause it just so simple. haha!

reached there and find our residence C: got our self settle down and we start our steamboat!

all we do is eat eat eat eat and at night we went to the melaka Jonker Walk traditional night market.

cutie yan kei~ ^^

alot of people and lots of things to buy but i only bought two cloths from there.

Other than that is just eat and drink which is quite nice actually ^^

Next day we ate the chicken rice ball, the places we went to isn't really nice which causes me to have stomachache . l0ls .

and the weather is sooo darnn hot ; burning hot i meant.

Next on my work, got my salary on last 15th of april. weetss!

so damn happy when received the cheque` Grab it with my own hands . teehee! :))

wanted to buy my blackberry phones from digi with their plan but everywhere i went to...

they surely say " im sorry, we dont have the stock now" thats so sad

so i bought Ipod Touch 32GB (^@^)

met up with my dearest Edy on wednesday

was supposed to met up with someone but he's having hangover. XD

so Edy accompanied me shopping so i bought 2dresses from Gardens

Drove down to Pavilion and we bought midnight movie ticket to watch (^w^)

we watched Limitless which is quite nice :D

yumcha yumcha with someone whom he finally wakes up. teehees!

News of the week!

finally, i dyed my hair and cut my unhealthy hair off

Lets see the difference ; what do you think? some said i look great some said its okay~

hahahaha~ well, i kinda love it but after cutting frindge, i feel so hot cause it covers my forehead.

Before and After

went to meet up my babes - dearest Ever yesterday at sunway pyramid after work

wasn't really in a good mood because of some issue and i scolded that person straight away =X

o well, nevermind about it. Hate the way it does and I wont be going there(somewhere) anymore.

Hate to see that faces floating around me when im in a god mood.

It spoils my mood man! wth (=.=)

misses Sunway so much, life there and here is different for me ; haha!

went to shop around to look for presents for Mothers Day and also for her Birthday which falls on May. :D

was looking for jewelery and at last we went into Wah Chan.

trying to select which pendent and necklace that suits my mum and of course i can afford it. =D

choose choose and choose and he gave me special price!

I didnt buy my BB so i decided to buy ankle bracelet for myself since no one buy for me one

so i choose and he gave me special price and DONE`

after choosing so many and im the last customer in the shop :D

I do not know what happen to me cause i had headaches, muscle cramp and my waist is pain sometimes ; sourly pain i could tell.

and im mentally tired as i do not have enough rest.

wanted to see doctor but im afraid to so i didnt bother. heehees!

today, woke up real late and went down to the comicstore near my house.

they are selling off their comic books, very cheap... damn cheap!

I bought 12 boxes of Crayon Shin Chan dvd and 13comic book!

I wanted other comic book but already sold out to other people. too bad!

original DVD ; darn cheap. :D

am now waiting for my dearest parents to come to KL!

gonna spend my weekend with them! I miss them so much! :D

Neutral :D

2011-04-13T22:31:00.005+08:00

April April~ Just a blink of eyes and it's already the end of second week of April
Time really flies~ been working at Joshua Research Consultant for about a month already
But it felts like i just started working yesterday :D going to get my salary soon~
I cant wait to get my salary~ gonna spend big on them (^w^) weehee! :D

Recently, i really hate using the public transport. There's no fixed time for them to come
we kept waiting and waiting and day by day its getting late cause of the damn traffic jam
I do not know where all the car came from. Everyday every hour also jam like what.
Sometimes waited for half and hour sometimes for an hour, got fed up and use taxi
Sometimes in my mind i would just think that i should " save money save money.. bus coming" hahaha! which i think is kinda silly~ :Pp

O well, sometimes i felt lonely but sometimes i felt im occupied
But sometimes the feel of being occupied is like an empty glass filled with half of the water
which is transparent :C and i had to get used to it
that is how it meant to be? I'll just be neutral not acidic nor alkaline . :D
I miss those sweet days but it's just a fake of dream
I dont ask for sweet dreams but just a understandable and can live with it is fine

Im mentally tired this few days , feels like im going to be sick anytime
woke up really early every morning to get myself prepared to catch the bus
sit and work infront of the computer and holding telephones for hours
waited for the train after work and also buses till im almost fall asleep
battery just goes flatt whenever im on my dearie bed! :D

Life Life Life~
Looking for money is hard ;
Earning for money is another hard chore
but Spending money is just so easy
Just a glance of eyes, few hundred is gone~
but the joy of enjoying the money we earn with our own hands is just so fantastic!
OMGoosh! I think im going to have a bigggg spend this month!
Lots of stuff to buy for myself which im hoping to have them C:

Bought this Bvlgari perfume for RM32o @.@
I bought it because i Love the bag but not the perfume! haha
It's a guy perfume which come with shower gel and also the bag
well, guess im giving the perfume for my dearie daddy ; C:

we are still young so why dont we use our free time to gain some experience instead of wasting our time at home sleeping and do nothing or spend the money on pub, ktv, shopping etc.
work hard and play hard! we do both ways~ :DD tee-hee!

XOXO[S]

Smile

2011-03-30T00:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i hate myself
Sometimes i love myself
Sometimes i chose to believe in myself
Sometimes i chose to take it as a lie
Sometimes i wonder what im doing
Sometimes im sure of what im doing

I kept thinking and thinking
What is the right choice for me
What is the right step for me
But in the end,
I chose to follow my own footstep
I chose to follow my own heart feel
No matter it is wrong or it is right
At least i tried my best

Happiness is the one we built up our own
Think the positive way and think forward
That is how life suppose to be,
Carry a smile everyday which brings happiness
A smile would brightens my day
Friends around me brightens my day
People I cared around me brightens my day
so are you the one who brightens my day? C:

XOXO[S]

Blind

2011-03-21T09:55:00.004+08:00

working working working been busy working recently. I must earn alot alot of money so that i can buy my BB and ipod :D Everyday wake up very early and went to work came back at night and had no time to go online but only sleep . I could recall that 2 days ago when i was at the lrt station , I was waiting for bus . A bus came and i just went into it and sit without bother asking where is it going cause i thought i sat the correct bus. Unfortunately , i sat the wrong bus to places i'm unfamiliar with. I was like O Shit! i sat the wrong bus , what should i do
went on and ask the bus driver asking him whether he got turn back to the lrt station and he said ya . I kept on waiting and waiting till the bus stops and he said " girl, where are you going?" i was completely blur and i just went down and find taxi

i was completely dreaming . weeeheee!

time flies~ its been a month since i stay at my new hommiieeee` :D my dearest BB or iphone , im comiinggg to getchuuu`~ do wait for me! ^^ met up with Edy on saturday at KLCC after work
so long no meet jor miss miss him muchhiee` wakakaka. however, theres someone on the other hand tried to be a good guy escort a girl who came from Beijing who dont know the way to KLCC and back to her hotel. We went off from bukit bintang after having a drink and accompanied her back to her place. In the end we had no train to go back to our own place~ so we had to sit bus and then change taxi back ... how clever and kepo-ness~ haha!

o well, finally i can let go my past as i thought i could not put them down
but now.. i did it. i finally let go my past and not believing in it anymore
the words u said the things u said is not counted anymore in my dictionary as it's all BULLSHIT
we can just be stranger and stop asking how im doing and questions to my life
you had your life and so do i ; there's no more connection between us
I felt so pathetic and stupid about it when there's time i felt sorry for turning you into a person who is so emo like the day we very first met BUT in fact i was WRONG
I was so wrong with my perceptions so i dont feel sorry anymore
what you said was just so blind until now i can see through the transparency
Past is the Past and now im focusing on my future....

XOXO[S]

im happy

2011-03-13T19:46:00.001+08:00

最近的生活就如平常一樣
空閑的時候就會東想西想的
有時候還會想到沒心情心悶悶的感覺
有時候想找個朋友放鬆下自己也難
可是我不怪我身邊的好朋友
因為每個人都有自己的東西忙
更何況我也不想打擾人家 :D

前天去找我寶貝珍看到她就很開心
因為兩人都很久沒聚在一起38了
我們還有她朋友去唱K C: 超HAPPY的~ ^^

晚上 ,我們大家一起去MIST
不知路的我就闖啊闖~就到了那!
可是我們遲了~所以得給COVER CHARGE :C
也沒玩得很開心每個人都累累滴的~

早上回到家,我跟寶貝就一直聊天~
赫赫! 很開心很開心! 一起38
旁晚才回到自己的家~ 累到豬不過很開心!
隻可惜我們都沒拍到照片
相機到現在都還沒有修理好~

對了, 謝謝關心我的朋友
放心,我沒事我很好
隻要笑一笑每天就會開心的过

XOXO[S]

再见

2011-03-10T16:27:00.001+08:00

即使我們做不到親人但至少可以做個朋友
或許不是現在但是以后,下次吧
謝謝你這兩年來的回憶
過去的就讓他過去吧
隻能當是我們曾經擁有的美好回憶

我知道你會來看我的部落格
所以我隻想告訴你好好照顧自己
記得我所對你說過的
要努力讀書別放棄讀書
放棄了隻會糟蹋自己的前途
要好好做人別糟蹋自己

人總會改變所以相信你會改變
別再像現在這個樣子這種個性
每個人都會長大思想也跟著長大

我知道我之前對你說的話的確有點過分
但是這也是為你好
你可以說我狠心我無情
但我無所謂因為我知道這些都是為你好

天地下的父母都不會不愛自己的孩子不為自己的孩子想
如果家人說你罵你
他們都是為你著想

當有個很愛你的女人愛你,
請好好的珍惜她別忽略她
不要等到她對你失去了感覺再來珍惜

保重!

♥女人的心情就是这样 ♥

2011-03-10T15:29:00.003+08:00

女人的心情很奇怪

女人可以很容易開心
因為隻要男人做了小小的事情就能讓女人微笑
女人也可以很容易傷心
因為當女人知道了她不想知道也不想看到的東西就感到很傷心
女人也很容易感到失望
因為女人總期待著奇跡
因為女人總期待著自己的男人會做些讓她預想不到的事情

女人可以在無聊空閑的時候
在一旁胡思亂想把自己的心情給搞雜了
女人可以每天都在想著她的白馬王子
女人可以因為男人的甜言蜜語
把自己搞得團團轉
女人可以因為男人所許下的承諾
因此很信任他相信他是自己的終生伴侶
女人可以因為一句 "我很想你"
嘴邊帶著燦爛的微笑
女人可以因為一句 "對不起"
心就軟了

女人可以在心情很低落的時候
裝著沒事情發生很開心的對大家笑但心地卻很難受
女人可以在很開心的時候玩得很癲
把所有不開心的事情拋到一邊

女人傷心難過的時候
隻要身旁有個關心她哄她的人就足夠了
女人知道有些事情都不是真的
但還是裝著不知道
把不是真的當成是真的

女人有個堅強的心一直堅持著自己的決定
但可以因為一些事情
心軟了並且改變了自己的決定

這是女人改變不到的事實

MARCH , Im happy

2011-03-08T00:33:00.002+08:00

It's MARCH! but im not happy cause my job haven start yet. Can the project launch faster abit? I want money so badly in order for me to get my BB~ :DDD can you can you? Finally , i got myself a room at cheras, Angkasa Condo. :D Middle room~ I like it. I feel so comfy here . C: room without aircond but its so damn cooling . ^^

Im happy that i am back here cause its the time to meet new friends! I love making new friends just that im too shy to approach a person and say " hello , nice to meet you " But im Libra.. Libras are compassionate and loving people ( I would say so) . Love to socialize and therefore having a wide social circle . :D am i right? so all the Libras, get your ass up and socialize! ^^

Im satisfied of who i am right now without any other things bothering me
Im happy of who i am right now compared to before
Im happy at this moment of who i've became
Im hippy Im Happy Im Happier !
You cant change who I am right now because this is Me- NANA
whether you like it or not ,
The past is the past , I wont carry it over here but I'll leave it behind
because this only bring happiness to me
If i had hurt you , Im sorry but that's it!

end of the story

fall for this song

别再哭了

伤心情歌播几遍了

你的眼还是红红的

生命总有些过客

现在不过多了一个

结束了何必再拉扯

有心事总该遗忘的

你听着听着又哭了

我明白的谁都难免不舍

别再哭了多不值得

笑一笑把爱情看透彻

生活苦涩该他负责

他会后悔他做了这选择

别再哭了多不值得

失去也是另一种获得

伤心情歌不属你的

幸福不一定非爱谁不可

难熬的会经过的

伤心情歌播几遍了

你的眼还是红红的

生命总有些过客

现在不过多了一个

结束了何必再拉扯

有心事总该遗忘的

你听着听着又哭了

我明白的谁都难免不舍

别再哭了多不值得

笑一笑把爱情看透彻

生活苦涩该他负责

他会后悔他做了这选择

别再哭了多不值得

失去也是另一种获得

伤心情歌不属你的

幸福不一定非爱谁不可

爱错了又能如何

别再哭了多不值得

笑一笑把爱情看透彻

生活苦涩该他负责

他会后悔他做了这选择

别再哭了多不值得

失去也是另一种获得

伤心情歌不属你的

幸福不一定非爱谁不可

难熬的会经过的

Perfect Day

2011-02-27T15:32:00.010+08:00

Tweet Tweet Tweet Tweet ........ Dear Diary :D
Having fun with few friends on thursday , met up with Edy at Sri petaling station. He fetched me up and we went down to Pavilion together. :D we were like... hmmmm... where should we park. L0ls. Parked at Pavilion and then we walk to Times squre in order to send my poor camera to fix. Was thinking whether i should fix it or not cause it cost rm360; and the camera cause thousand plus ; wadever then . Just send for repair . Owhhhhhhh~ :C

we went for windowshopping ; haha~ made a promise for myself ... no shopping! :D so we just slack around at Pavilion ; having snowflakes. mmmmM~ yummy yummy.. we chit chat alot ; craptalk. haha! Laughing all day long :D waited for Michelle and her bf to come. It was raining~~~ Heavy rain and Heavy traffic so we went off earlier after they reached Pavilion. =D cooked dinner over his place and went back home~

well, here comes NightLife ♥
Went to fetched up Mr.Irwan at taylors lakeside . Introduce him to my friends and he started to make fun of me . what a bad guy . teehee! we shout in the car, argue in the car. wakakaka~ fun! MOS MOS MOS MOS! Edy got a free bottle of Vodka ~we drink drink dance dance dance~ lots of malays and other race of peepo . Rarely see chinese over there nemore. So, we got high and we dance together. haha! There's an unknown girl wearing high heels step onto my feet , in that second... i was like ' ouchhhhh~~~~~ stop dancing and i sat down' so darn painful yet she didnt say sorry. Now, It still hurts. =((

Friday , Saturday .... spending time with my dearest parents. They both came down to KL for 3 days. Accompanied my mummy shopping ; had dinner at The Ship . ♥ dinning there . foods are delicious. weeeheee! On saturday night , we went to Funcheque Club which is above The Ship with my parents. We wanna watch Sexy Divas show as in AQUAshow. hahahahaha~ It was soo damn funny . :D

Saying goodbye to my phone- Satio and now.... im saving money so that i can change to Blackberry!

♥

Waiting for the time to arrived so that i can work work work! money money money! :DDDDD

This is who i am , I ♥ being myself
whether you like it or not ,
that is still ME

The Sun shines during the day ,
The moon shines during the night,
This is how it meant to be

I miss you

XOXO[S]

crazyfriends

2011-02-21T22:20:00.008+08:00

Am back to busytown! Kuala Lumpur~ :DDD

when i first reach KL sentral my first reaction was " wahlao.. sibeh juak" it's super steaming hot over here in KL whereas in Kuching , it always rains. haha!

O well, before i came back to KL. went to Damai Beach with my dearest bestie! :D I love them so much~ haha! just a day trip . shots many photos and funny videos. Too bad i dont have the video cause it was recorded using Iphone. :C

my bestie since primary school!
I love him :D

something wrong with my camera , dont know what goes wrong. So we drove back down to Spring . We tried to send for service but then they said need at least 1month. darn! The lens got problem. wth! Nevermind.

So, got back home and bathe. Friend ask me to go clubbing at night for the last time before i go back to KL. So, I just went there for awhile :D
was at Check-in! were asked to drink One go Chivas =X Glass after glass. @@
they played Truth or dare ; haha! quite fun
sally got dizzy after awhile and we started dancing like crazy ; weehee!
the dancefloor belongs to us cause no one else went up to dance~
Went over to Paragon to find my friends and shake abit on the dancefloor. teehees!
went back to check-in and I was blurre
the DJ is on the dancefloor talking about smth which i dont know
and my friend called the DJ and said " here... sabrina..." i was like no........ haha
they pushed me up to the dancefloor and dance alone! @@
I got the loudest scream from the crowd and won a limited edition Black Label
weeeeee~ was super shyyyyyyy .

hahahaha . I had so much fun in Kuching
Fun hanging out with those bunch of crazyfriends ; which I love it
Gonna miss u all , i mean Really miss you all :D

XOXO[S]

valentines

2011-02-15T22:47:00.018+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all my dearest reader! :D
valentine's day is not just for couples but to everyone out there no matter you are in a relationship or single. Valentine's day is about giving love to people you love, people you care for.
so, how did you guys celebrate your valentine's day? x) for me, went out for dinner with Mr.SunG. He insisted of bringing me out on Valentine's Day. Was wondering where would he bring me to and at last he brought me to Pullman Liquid for dinner =) ♥ Love the environment over there. Quiet, Peaceful and Lovely. teehees! so we ordered food and camwhore!

Love the strawberry cocktail ♥

to be honest, the food aint really nice but stil can get over it. no more next time for dining over there. wee~`

thank you! ^^

after that, we don't know where to go. So we decided to go waterfront and have a walk. Meet up with Adderly over there. Kenneth and Elton come and look for us. They gave us balloon. haha! It was freaking hot. haha!

called up other friends and they said they wanna go boomboomshakeshake so we go. :D talking about clubbing, i think i went there almost every week and now... im afraid of going clubbing at Paragon and drinking Chivas. x.x dislike dislike~ i only enjoyed clubbing in KL , not drinking but dancing :D

On the other hand, i think i've gain weight since i last came back here and now im a fat lady.

ooo ooo ooo~~~ Kuala Lumpur , im coming back! =))

XOXO [S]

Sally's birthday

2011-02-09T16:25:00.001+08:00

It's Sally's 19th Birthday! :D

Was at home the whole afternoon~ too tired to go out
SillyBoy fetched me up at night and we went to Richmond with Sally~
waited the rest to come and we talk craps again`` haha!

went over to Paragon with friends to celebrate sally's birthday!
had fun ; pictures talk!

went off around 130 cause birthdaygirl is drunk! x)
so, sent her home . few of them came over to my house for 2nd round
played cards and drank~ we were crazy! :D
slept at 6am ~ tiring!

met up with my babes after lunch
went over to her house ; camwhore!

XOXO[S]

新年快樂萬事如意

2011-02-09T15:42:00.002+08:00

新年快樂萬事如意

Chinese New Year Chinese New Year! Visiting , gambling, food and drinks everyday!
went out almost everyday till late night ; tiring~

time really flies , felt like yesterday is just the beginning of Chinese New Year`~

had family reunion dinner at Hilton Hotel Buffet` teehees!

Visiting to friends house :D

Preschoolmate!
Me: let's take photos *ka chiakkk*
Liam: aiyer~ im soooo cute!

Oh , 4 sista gather together once more! wee ~ so happy~
had lunch together and went shopping as well as visiting`
took lots of pictures together`
am gonna miss them alot!

XOXO[S]

time flies

2011-01-27T00:43:00.003+08:00

wee wang wang wee wang wang :D just got back from miri yesterday ; time flies . felt that i went to miri a day ago :C well, didn't shop there cause its expensive and not really nice. Helped out my Godmom with her new house by choosing furniture, curtains and so on. haha! she love animals alot. she had 7dogs at home, 10cats. she fed stranger dogs as well. so pity those dogs , skinnyyy like anything else. Some dogs is own by their owner but they didn;t give them food and take care of them. if you cant take care what for u wanna own them.

talking about dogs. Recently, facebook is so famous with the news of dog abuser. OMGosh! really not human at all. go jail better arh! dont want that dog give me la, dont bully that poor lil. poodle.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=499892179113&oid=195559180457890&comments

few more days to chinese new year~ I wanna go back to KL asap! cant stand here anymore. fed up~ i wanna go far far away, place i couldn't be found.

XOXO[S]

counting the days

2011-01-19T14:50:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year in just 15days to come ; cant wait
lots of visiting ; lots of eating ; lots of gambling ;
lots of angpao ; lots of camwhore is coming~
but then .. the atmosphere of buying and baking cookies and cakes is not there for this year
It's getting quiet each year ; how sad it is
remembered during my childhood time , eager for arriving of CNY
counting the days but now.... L0LS

had baked butter cake and american chocolate cake
yummy~ im Lovin it :D woohoo!
gonna bake them for CNY? hmmm~ kinda lazy ; lalala

well, had been busy doing applications for university
couldn't decide which uni to go for and what course should i pursue
undecided decision ; damnit
kept reminding myself that time is running out and im still fooling and playing around

going off to Miri tomorrow~ cant wait to fly there
miss my Godmom so much ; hasn't seen her for few years already
used to spend my childhood time with her and her sis's family
now everyone have grown up ; biggirl bigboy
wait for me~ im coming
♥

on the other hand, -love-
love is complicated and it always will
I wondered and think about guy's perception but
I don't understand and i don't get it
at least for me :C
sometimes you just dont wish for it to happen
but its unpredictable
You seems so real when you're right in front of me
Its like a sweet dreams
but wind blew it away when you're gone in reality

XOXO[S]

Happy New Year 2011

2011-01-01T00:56:00.015+08:00

Its end of 2010 ; lets say Goodbye to 2010 and Hello 2011
let all the unhappy things behind and move on
forgive and forget about the past and carry on into the new year =)

went to cheongk with friends ; thought that they could meet up
but ended only the 4 of us cheongk

O , got my results 2 days ago . couldn't access through online
so i called the Australian curriculum council helpline. @@
but at last, it works. :D
kinda disappointed with my results as I didn't have that expectation
I expected and aim higher ; haih~ dumb lil me. =(
hardwork hardwork ; i'll do it again! gRrr~
haven apply for Uni yet ; dont know which U to go for.

well, skip that......

New Year Eve ; :D
went for dinner with bunch of friends at Sharing Planet
its rainy day =( eat eat eat eat eat and camwhore time! ^^

after dinner, went clubbing as my cousin told me that he had alr booked a table
its raining and traffic jam @@
we found parking and we walked under the rain~
it would definitely look weird if we bring umbrella to the club ryte? =D
we drink we dance we cheers we countdown!

we all enjoyed!

Picture Time

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Happy Rabbit Year 2011~
May this year brings you all happiness and goodluck!

XOXO[S]

Xmas BBQ

2010-12-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

Its Xmas~ how did u all celebrate?
went countdown at church with my friends ; not bad
after that went for supper then back home
that's how i celebrated my xmas eve~ L0ls

but.... Had BBQ xmas party over my house
woke up early and drove to supermarket to buy lambchop, sausages and crabstick
then, went over to Home Eden. marinate those lambchop ^^
dearest friends came around late evening ; and we started our BBQ
we also had photo session! camwhore~
and i just got to know that my house is a perfect place for photoshooting

Picture Talks

Group photo! :D

4 guys carried 3 girls!~`

had great time with them ; my sec schoolmate =)
we planned for second round after the BBQ
all went back home and showered; was supposed to go cheongk
ended up at Kado for a drink and burger~ :D

we talked we joke we laughed ;
never thought that we could gathered together again after sec. school
miss those times in school =))

XOXO[S]

week in KL

2010-12-23T19:46:00.001+08:00

weee~ shop shop shop; shop till i drop
O well, really shop till broke dy =X
Family went over to KL including HIM
accompanied them shopping for a week ; damn tired
went for dinner with parents at The Ship
love that place. nice environment and the food .... errrrmmmm~ yummy ^^

with my dearest aunty

Dad's fav. cheese lobster

cheese bake fish fillet ^^

mum and dad went back to Kuching earlier so i waited for sista and HIM to arrived
shop alone and went back hotel to wait for them

first day they arrived kl
gave NOPS beauty product for her as Birthday and Xmas gift
and she request for a photo session ; funny C:
sista's fren accompanied us for shopping, drove us to places we want to go
he's nice and friendly :DD

brought them for snowflakes
we saw people holding a bowl of snowflakes taking photos
so, we imitate them ; teehee!

pepper lunch! yummyy~

National Geographic! ^^

Ouch! that big giant bear's foot!

I have this lil cute monkey doll!

went to club at Quattro for 3 times in a week. L0ls
remembered i got dizzy and got crazy ; haha!
after club, we had second round in our room at hotel
we played truth or dare
we had punishment ; :D
dare of going down to the store and buy beer =))
it was fun! ^^

it was an memorable week in KL with them
miss miss :D

XOXO[S]

Unversity

2010-12-15T21:06:00.005+08:00

my face~ so worst :C
which to have a pretty silky face
big pores which is kinda obvious ( for me at least) damn
wanna go for facial sooonnn~
cant wait , pimplesssssssss go away

stayed over at aunt house for 5days
bake pineapple tarts ; yummy yummy~
nothing to do here but at least could go online and watch tv
unfortunately, no pps as the line is toooo slow
wanna watch my HK movie~~~ =(

im going back to kuching on the 23rd! here i come people
gonna celebrate xmas with my lovely friends
BBQ at my house~ cant wait Teehee!

WACE exam result is out on the 30th!
Nervous sia` hope can reach what i've expected
I gave up on IMU university~ arghh
never ever wanna go there to further my studies again!
next university that came to my mind- University of Sunderland :D
wee wang wang wee wang wang
but,hope that Ever and I can go to the same UNI next year C:

O well, went to IMU with Ever today and it makes me say NO to IMU!
whatabadday i had
Went cheongk with Dear Eunice in the afternoon at AmpSquare
Lousy sound system ever
dislike dislike there~
I will miss u alot, darling Eunice
Do take care when you go over to Brisbane ya~
had a wonderful time with you
XOXO ^^

was thinking should I or should I not go to the Cosplay Festa
Ever and I joining Eunice` seems fun
once in a life time? just to have a try? LOL

XOXO [S]

Anger

2010-12-14T23:08:00.003+08:00

Life Sometimes you wish things to happen just like you wanted it to be
somehow it doesn't turn out to be the one you wished
life can be frustrated life can be miserable or even having a fulfilled life

chances? Everyone deserve to have a second chance
third chance? fourth chance? I don't think so
Feeling so frustrated sometimes
I just want to have a peaceful life, can I?
I want to have my life back
Im tired of the past and i'll keep it as part of my memory

Damn! how i wish i could say out loud that we've completely............
Things that doesn't belong to you then it's not yours
you couldn't change a person to how you wanted it to be
you couldn't change a person of how he/she used to be

how many times i have to clarify myself?
fine . consider im the bad person consider im wrong
just let me continue to be the bad ones

stop the nonsense question

Flowers and Water
Flowers need water to survive
Even with the supply of food
But how long can it withstand

---------------------------------------------------------------------

im

on

fire

now

!

!

!

can

you

leave

me

alone

?

!

XOXO[S]

life

2010-12-12T12:55:00.003+08:00

最近都覺得自己的心情很平淡
每個人放假就是逛街買東西
反而我呢就在假日很少花錢買東西
卻在讀書的時候就拼命想買這買那~
真奇怪~ 赫赫

最近都一直看電影` 什麼戲幾乎都被我看完了咯~

還記得星期六跟JESS下MAISON KL
她跟PEI QUN都不知道路,
我呢得駕JESS的車一起下~
我們都用了一個鐘半才到達~
一直轉錯路~ 找啊找~
GPS又沒有MAISON CLUB,
真靠不住幸好上一次跟朋友去過
還有少少的影像赫赫~

我們就一直跳舞~
那晚還不錯一下~ :D
還被拉去舞台 ;LOL
很好笑的是,竟然有人問我"你每次都來的嗎?"
我說 "沒啊..怎麼?"
他說" 真的嗎?騙人..跳到gam pro.."
真是被他炸到咯~ XD
可憐JESS的腳痛,受傷
隻好跟朋友在一旁

大概三點就回家~ 還得專心的看路牌回~ :DDD

前天跟我寶貝出街~ 逛啊逛~
隻買了一雙高根鞋..
我們就一直聊天~ 很喜歡那種感覺..
一邊喝茶一邊聊天~
我們就去PC FAIR在KLCC
目的不是要買東西而是找朋友~
去了不到一個種我們就回了~

晚上就跟我親愛的EVER兩人吃火鍋
我呢不曾經兩個人吃火鍋咯
但感覺還不錯一下~ ^^
吃到超級飽的~

結果我們就去CARREFOUR 走走;
消化消化咯~ 我們都很開心~
很珍惜她這位朋友~ 人有好,什麼都好~ 感謝她讓我住她家~

我猜大家也有看新聞吧~
一位男子因為愛情而自殺;
真傷感呀~ =C
為何為了一棵樹而放棄整個森林呢~
何必那麼傻呀~
真為他感到很不值得~
人生裡不隻是愛情 , 還有親情,友情,事業等等~
未來的路還長~ 這次失敗了;下次就會成功呀~

對我而言,親情排第一,友情第二,愛情最后~
每個人都有不同的觀念
親情對我來說最重要,
不管你發生什麼事情,
家人都一定會支持我們~

友情;
就算你沒了愛情,
但還有友情;朋友們永遠都還在,
朋友可以安慰我們,給意見,帶來歡笑等等~

愛情;
[愛]這個字也在每個人的人生中路過,
也許曾在你的人生裡來來去去;
兩個人的愛情就看你怎麼把握怎麼對待
你是否珍惜它呢

人很現實遇到更好的女人/男人就會散
一位沒有事業的人跟一位在事業上都很成功的人
你會選擇誰?
一位養不起自己的人怎麼有本事去養你,帶給你幸福呢?
現在的人都是說$$$$$$$$
沒有錢,什麼都不能做~
沒有錢,要什麼也買不到~
沒有錢,要怎麼過生活?

december

2010-12-07T19:53:00.002+08:00

O well, it's December now` time really flies
Xmas is just so soon~I love xmas~
wish that snow would fall in Malaysia ; then its gonna be miracle =))

been staying over at my darling Ever house since I already move out from hostel
spending time together is so fun~
we talked ; we shop ; we go for movie ; we go for lunch/dinner together
Gonna miss everything here when im going back to kuching

still deciding which University should i go for or even course
Optometry ? Pharmacy ? Oh man~ i cant decide for myself
gonna have my IELTS result on friday ; ooo~~ wish me luck! :D

I feel kinda relax now , I meant my life
there's no need to report things I do ,
there's no need to ask permission,
there's no need to watch or think of their feelings and thought
there's no need because of this , you cant do that

I am just ME ;
like it or not its your own problem
I couldnt see any changes in YOU

therefore,

I chose this path

Time doesnt wait for people

forget about it..... :D
I wanna go travelling or a vacation
fulfill my wish? C:

XOXO[S]

爱

2010-12-02T17:15:00.003+08:00

最近的我喜歡這樣的生活
平淡的過不需要去煩什麼
我覺得這樣的決定對你我都好
一旦做了決定是不會變的
我希望我們能維持這樣
一切就靠緣分吧

最近愛上玩AIO 很久很久沒玩了
現在玩感覺還真不錯呀
♥

明天就要搬去我朋友家住開心~
聖誕節就快來臨了~
市場都有聖誕樹
我最愛過聖誕節了~
那種感覺讓我很輕鬆

今年的聖誕節該怎麼過呢? 赫赫~

對聖誕老人要什麼禮物呢?
我想要個決定該去哪間大學讀呀明年
我想要個很好的成績
我想要跟我最愛的人罕朋友過聖誕節

突然很想上雲頂玩哦
很想吹吹冷風
♥

有誰要上嗎? 赫赫

XOXO [S]

reality

2010-11-30T18:37:00.003+08:00

Long Distance Relationship? what's about it?
It's just mentally together but not physically
It's just a love life where you can only contact everyday through the use of
mobile phones and internet
You couldn't talk to each other face to face ( except skype)

Love is bitter ; Love is sweet
Sometimes things happen and you wish he/she were there for you
When you're up-sad , you wish there is someone who could hug you
When you cry , you wish there is someone there to lend you his shoulder
Sometimes what you need or crave for , you just have to bear with it
At times , you just couldn't stand the emptiness in your heart - the loneliness

Everyone knows it's hard to maintain a long distance relationship
Trust is indeed needed for a long distance relationship
Without trust and beliefs , it just aint gonna work out
cause you're not physically beside the one you love
Both of you have your own things to deal with or busy with,
You couldn't expect him/her to be with you all the time
Life could be different for both of you,
People change overtime ;
It's just the matter of whether you could adapt to the changes or not
You chose to have this kind of relationship, you gonna be ready for the separation

I never liked to involved in long distance relationship
but now , im the one that's involving in it

Changes and decision has been made
What is Fate to us?
Accept the truth and reality of it

This is the best decision for both of us
No one could change the decision you make

I ♥ who and what I am now

XOXO [S]

爱情

2010-11-26T02:19:00.005+08:00

爱情真让人麻木爱情能让人变脆弱同时也能变更坚强
爱情离不开信任一段没有信任的爱情经不起长久
爱情需要互相包容互相开心
爱情不是说付出了多少就要求那样多的回报
是心甘情愿的帮助，是彼此心灵的感应
爱情有时很累人让人觉得很无助
爱情不是一定要拥有才幸福快乐

一旦拥有了爱情就珍惜不去要求不去请求不去渴望
爱上一个人的时候不去计较浪漫的爱情爱情的方式
每个人爱一个人的方式都不同
不要不知足太贪心这样只会失去难得的真爱
爱一个人要尊重对方思想和主见
爱一个人最为重要的是尊重他/她自己独立的时间和空间
并督促他/她充分利用好，完全属于自己支配的时间
爱一个人要背后多多支持他/她而不是阻拦
爱一个人要面对他/她不能陪伴你的时候不要埋怨
爱一个人是无私的付出牺牲想得到的回报是幸福快乐
因为对方而快乐因为对方而感到幸福
爱一个人就是想要幸福快乐也会为了将来的幸福付出
而不是在一旁埋怨自己做不到自己不是最好的想放弃
一旦放弃了自己也等于放弃了你另一半

情侣之间信任感真的很重要
或者请允许我这样说绝对信任是很重要的
所谓绝对信任
并不是一种妥协，一种软弱，更不是自欺欺人
对于想要挽救爱情的人来说
对于放不开那段感情的人来说
绝对信任就成为一种让你从新赢得爱情的技巧和方式

如果两个人整天在一起做什么都一起那还好
但如果两个分开在异地整天猜疑不免发生争吵
如果一方能让一方感到安全感那样还能维持
感情经不起猜疑

常见一些相爱的人们
由于相互见出现了不信任
使了爱情蒙了阴影
一次的不信任一次的怀疑
只会伤害你所深爱的人

爱情是一种感觉是一种纯粹精神上的感觉
信任是现实的累积需要时间与磨砺
所谓的让自己生活得快乐些
不去为那些烦心事而斤斤计较
不去确认他是否在骗你去相信他有她这样做的原因
不去过问她不愿提及的事
只是好好把握你们在一起的时间
让她更加爱你让她更加离不开你
经得起孤独的考验，才会珍视生活；
经得起考验的感情，才是真正爱情；
经得起怀疑的心态，才能真正信任

人总是这样从不注意深爱自己的人廉价的付出
那最真的爱已伤痕累累地被自己遗忘在角落之中
随着时间慢慢腐朽消失

仿佛觉得自己很无助很可笑
你何必做到这个样子我觉得很可笑可怜
有时侯想想我到底哪里错了可是我不觉得自己有错
或许陪你的时间不多反而让你觉得很寂寞过分
我有自己的生活自己需要做的事情
累了病了想休息陪不到你好我错
我的心结解不开能和谁说?

我真的无话可说真的彻底的无言
我觉得彼此需要的是时间
时间给你我恢复冷静思考

因为

我真的累了倦了碎了

XOXO [S]

sick

2010-11-22T23:39:00.003+08:00

back to college for freaking darn Malaysian study and moral study
9am to 12pm and 1pm to 5pm. continuously for 12days. ohhhh myyyy~`
got 4 assignments to complete and its group work
and im sick already ; coughflufever ; superb samfu :C
dont feel like attending classes
need someone beside me that could care for me
who wanna be the one? volunteer?
laughoutloud . just joking
this was my very first time to fall sick since I came here

XOXO[S]

Prom night

2010-11-18T23:09:00.001+08:00

Prom Night ( Night of thousand stars)
woke up late , was supposed to accompany darling ever at pyramid to do her nails
but... i woke up late . got myself ready and tidy my stuff
she came and pick me up and we went to her house
she love being a pig. haha! beauty sleep* for few sec?XD
was intended to watch Harry Potter so we went online reserve tickets
but its soooo freaaking full so... we canceled
I was watching Gossip Girl . Season 4! wee~ in love with it

well, around 3plus, the hairdresser came :D
make up for darling and set hair ,
did my make up myself but my hair - nahh! the hairdresser set for me
kinda like it. hehe~ but it takes time to wash after that
and its pain~ haha~ well, somehow.. u needa bear with the pain to be beautiful. XD

picked up J.Y and drove to Holiday Villa @ subang
quite alot of people :D
I can say that the dinner was kinda boring. L0ls
except taking pictures and so on...

Picture talk

my psychology lecturer :D
but its more to friend. teehee!
I Love her

My biology lecturer :D

lectural performing :D

went to after party @ MOS :D
lots of people went there after prom night
but.. wasn't really nice. I meant the song.
went back around 2am.
my leg was freaking tired

XOXO [S]

maison

2010-11-17T22:55:00.001+08:00

its been so long since i last update myself huh. LOls
well, went to BBQ party last saturday. its Art's farewell party
im gonna miss him` he went back to penang already. hmm~
then , Graven them came and fetch me up and we went to Maison
finally meet up with him already. came here since march and omos end of the year
now only have the chance to meet him since i last met him which was
errr... 1 year ago? LOLs
went to kar loke's fren birthday first at 1 Club ( if not mistaken)
waited for the other frens to reach , it was kinda long. LOLs
Graven got abit pissed off. hahaha! :D
O well, we dance we drink. Everyone is happy and so am i =))

off from the club around 230 then went to yumcha
to avoid roadblock i can say . haha!
enjoyed myself and nice meeting new frens. cheers!

XOXO [S]

end of ausmat

2010-11-16T21:58:00.001+08:00

AUSMAT finally END! :D
now.....its Play Time`~
weeeeee~

wace

2010-11-10T18:25:00.003+08:00

had finish 4 papers and now.... left 1 more to go which is Psychology.
yeshh yeshhhh yesshh! I really couldn't wait till WACE gonna end soooon which is next monday.
I cant wait till next week . My face now is so awful ; my gosh
pimple , blackheads, dark circle ( go away...........shooooo) :DD

Prom night is next thursday ; guess every girl gonna dress up real nice and sexy that night :D
I cant wait till my feet is back on da floor
Dancing Dancing ; =D
There's gonna be a Live Wire Dance Performance & party
@ Sunway College on the 24th Nov ; evening time
Performance from Ravelution Club
well, do come and support and lets have some fun together :D
I cant wait till dammn malaysian studies and moral studies to end as well
I cant wait till December , Its a big holiday for me . I wanna go travelling~
Xmas Xmas Xmas~ I LOVE Xmas`~ CC:

I got a badhabit and im a shopaholic ; I spend alot . aiyo. girls what. what to say?
weeheee! well , whats on my list ? alot alot alot`
guess next time i needa married to a rich guy. haha! A guy who gonna spend big on me. XD But i guess there isn't any guy like this ryte? teee-heee! Aww~ just joking . Im gonna be the one who gonna earn my own bigggggg money and spend.

everything seems to workout smoothly ;
I hope this could carry one;
this is what i hope for ;
Peace*

XOXO [S]

love life

2010-11-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

有些时候真的觉得自己很矛盾
在感情上也好什么方面都好
都做不出决定
有时候害怕踏错一步就会后悔
有时候在原地踏步也不是解决的方式

你何必对我那样我有时候真的受不了
有时候我真的累了想放弃了
可是是什么原因让我做不了决定
是同情还是舍不得这段恋情
最后辛苦的事我自己罕你

‘敏感’？ ‘信任’？‘谎言’？‘承诺’？
何必这么敏感？何必事事都从头问到底？烦不烦
话题？无聊问题真的很不想去回答明知故问
没信任？那在一起有什么意义？
一段感情上没了信任是行不通
我宁愿放弃也不想留在谎言里一个没有信任的感情
我不信承诺所以我不许下承诺

你说我绝但我不觉得因为这就是我
是我个人不喜欢讨厌恨的事件

[爱] 带来什么意思在这样的感情上

我不想去想只要平淡的过就好
也不想被烦

XOXO [S]

food obsession

2010-11-05T15:08:00.002+08:00

I Love FOOD! OMG~
malaysia's food is just so amazing ryte?
im crazyyy over food this few days
I eat hell lot than i usually does
is it a good news or a bad news?
" FATS" will grow on me
noooo~ i should have control myself
No Spicy Chicken McDeluxe during midnight
control control` yeah~

I miss Sarawak Laksa damn much!
cant wait to go back and have them. its yummy~

well, just had my first paper which is english
damn the listening part , soooo blurrrr
but the rest stil okay~ hope i'll do better :D

4 more paper to go . gonna have biochemmaths in a week
OMG~ im gonna die . but i still feel so relaxing
I dunno why ; teeheee!!

iii wannnt spicccyyy foood. get me one. :DDDD
food obsession

I wanna go shopping~
wanna shop for cloths , dresses
wanna shop for shoes
wanna shop for bags

:D

XOXO [S]

dancing

2010-10-31T02:14:00.028+08:00

Ravelution Club Dancers
Performing for Sunway Staff Annual Dinner

Well, after few weeks of dance practice and last minute changes of the storyline, all of the dancers did a great job yesterday night. Its awesome! :D
The theme os the dinner was Jungle Rumba ; it reminds me of the song " George George George of the Jungle, watch out for that tree":D dinner was held at Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre. We went there earlier and did the rehearsal, then off we go to the dressing room :D dress up and put on make up ; everyone look hot and sexy that night. haha! we were so hungry but we have to wait till the performance end. It was kinda rush. We waited at the back stage. :D

and..... Boo.....
WE rock on the stage!

Joshua & I

Sexy Nasha & I

Pretty YouYou & I

Julius

Hot Emily

Cutie Jing Yin

ConGee ; kawaiiiii

Rock Natasha

Ms.Wong [ teaches me Psychology] with her snake

Ms. Eunice as well :D

Ms Diana [ chemist lecturer] =D

Ester

Before MOS

Cheerrrs to Ravelution Club

oooppps... haha

All the sexy dancers in da house

With terence ; the soldier

this picture makes me laugh. hahaha

After dinner, we decided to go MOS for second round
not enough dancing :D
had fun dancing with groups of dancers in da club
move move shake shake~ C:

joining Ravelution Club is awesome! A place where we could learn from each other. A club with lots of different background dancers such as Latin, Breakers, Hip hopper, Popper, Jazz and so on... Its a club where we can share the fun and joy together. So... you wont regret joining this club! If you're a Sunway Students, Do come and join our club. Lots of performance. :D

too bad im leaving end of this year as my course is finishing .
sad to leave the club. aww~ :C

Dancing is just so fun and relaxing
Never knew i could dance again in KL
and now..... im happyyyyyy that im back to the dance floor
this will be continue......
reminds me of how much i miss dancing back in kuching
wishing SharkGang & Vanity Crew all the best!
I miss u all :D

well, final exams next week. cant wait till 15th Nov. Merdeka! wooho~
All the best to my Ausmat Friends. :D
18th of Nov is our Prom Night! cant wait ryte? i know...

XOXO[S]

week break

2010-10-23T18:57:00.012+08:00

week of holiday just end like that :D
simple-easy-happy-sad week

spend 6 days with Him ♥
lots of thing happen but we'll get over it
hope this could last
im trying to forgive and forget
loveesss

love the assam laksa, ice kacang & rojak
@ penang road

at Gurney walk

with mummy at kek lok si

of cause, dinner with family
my pretty sista ♥

catch up with my pretty babe Ting

2 pretty ladies

dinner with BB at Mr.Ho

Damai Damai
I believe I can fly

final exam next month. OMG
im soooo nervous. =X
dancing dancing makes me relax abit. hiiiks hikks
performing for Staff annual dinner but how bout Halloween?
should i perform during my Graduation Night?
But I will be sweating and couldn't set up hair
arghhhhh~ sien

XOXO [S]

放

2010-10-08T01:57:00.003+08:00

你真的让我彻底的失望也把爱变成恨
你没能力解决就别去求找别人来帮你说说几句好话
你自己也知道我是最讨厌什么的可你却去做了想到都气
你还要我怎样我后悔了我后悔说我要回去
现在反而没那种心情想回
一个没有信任没有爱的感情能得到什么
帮着一个不再爱的人很开心吗

原来所有一切都是错误
我不想再去在乎真的累了

烦人烦人! 就快把我逼疯了

hate

2010-10-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

you made the word 'HATRED!' exist!!

shout out loud

2010-10-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

Let me SHOUT OUT LOUD! Mock is over! Its hard and I kinda screwed up for some subject. damn it! studied everyday , put so much effort on it and its.......... damnit! NOW, Felt so relieved~ for how long? 3 weeks? Really dont hope for the 1st 2 weeks of November to come. Its gonna be a hectic and again - madness month. seems like didnt update for quite sometimes already. Where should i start?

Okay .... start from the Aurthur's Day concert!
Its really awesome ; Colby O'Donis and Mist Nina is freaking hawt. Lovin it
Sean kingston is sooooo kewt! hahaha! should i use the word 'kewt'? XD
next.... Flo Rida. OMG! everyone there is so freaking high! haha! he took off his outer shirt and threw it to the crowds. He gave his shining blinking chain necklace and his watch to the audience as well! urghhh~ didnt got it. the So NOT COOL part is I didnt have the chance to shake hand with him but others did cause he only went to 2 direction but not towards my direction. so sad! Its raining that day ; rain stop rain stop~ we were wet but they do gave us raincoat. teehee! my poor darling Ever not feeling well that day. aww~

I remembered next day... me and ever need to force ourself to wake up to go for BIO extra class. we were superb hectic. slept the whole afternoon after class.

Next... celebration of my Uncle, Aunt and my birthday @ empire
its sunday which is my Uncle's actual birthday and my aunt and I is on Tuesday but we celebratwd together. went for lunch at Madam's Kwan. Love the food there. :D super filling

Tuesday , 28th september! :D Its my birthday!
well, Nothing really happen. 12 midnight! someone asked me to go down so i went down and im surprised! LOLs. Had my oral examination that day with the Australians through SKYPE. high-tech! haha. My examiners was a guy , sooooooooo kiiiinnnnnddd. We did laugh while having oral test~ went for classes as usual. Edy, brought me for dinner at night! Had Italianese. Love the food esp the chicken and asparagus creamy style. woohoo! Treat me for dinner and also dessert- Baskin Robins. thankiiiewww thankiieww~ nice dinner I had that night.

cute lil. giraffe from JY ( gave me giraffe cause im tall . swt)

Purse from darling Ever, Jy & Leandre

Cute doggy from Nick :D

Tops and high waist pants from Diana Baby

Lotion and lil perfume from aunt

my fav supra from my sista! :D

30th september , Birthday surprise for my baby Diana
had chemistry test on that day. oh shit! I kinda screwed up. then evening, was suppose to meet up Nieven at kepong so... i waited for buses from my hostel till pyramid for like half an hour? then.... waited for buses to kl sentral from pyramid for 1 hour... super jam so i decided to go later.
walk around pyramid to buy stuff then friend pick me up to kota damansara Sunway Giza. Nice place~ a place to relax and keng gai! LOL. she was surprise when i showed up. :D mwahx. celebrated earlier as everyone is not free the following week.

nothing much happen after that day. Went to watched alot of movies. haha
watched the legend of the Guardians; Charlie st. Cloud ; Legend of the fist etc.
Next wanna watch Eat, Pray, Love; The Switch ; Wall street :D

went to I-city as well! teehee! nice view. trees with LED light.

XOXO [S]

LOVE around

2010-09-23T20:17:00.003+08:00

Its been a week and Everything is fine now :D im trying to give a way and fix things up
glad that all presentation and topic test is over ; NOW.... left mock and WACE exams to go~
time flies~~~~~~~ just a glance of eyes and everything is almost over

been studying at library alone everyday~ that's unbelievable. Couldn't believe myself for being soooo hardworking. hahaha! O well ' wouldn't want to disappoint myself and my family. needa achieve good grades! Hence, i needa push myself! yay~

cant wait to end mock exam on the 6th! Home Sweet Home - Im Coming`~ weee! im missing my BB. i trust you ; hope you wont disappoint me again. But I know you wont ryte? Have faith in YOU. :D Everything is going to be Perfect! ( as i always hope?)

Tomorrow! Tomorrow! Arthur's Day in Sunway Lagoon!
Flo Rida ; Sean Kingston ; Colby O' Donis are coming~ anyone going?
Im going Im going~ saw a booth in college today ; thinking to go or not~
cause no one wanna go with me as they are busy? LOLs
BUT..... my darling EVER said she wanna go with me! O man! I love you!
im super duper happy! so.... we bought the ticket for rm79! =D

woohoo! 7pm 7pm 7pm! C:

let's get high high high together!
The Club cant handle me right now! XDDD

XOXO [S]

FUCK

2010-09-17T22:25:00.004+08:00

I had enough! I had enough of YOU!
Now you're pleasing me to go backwards
Now you're treating me like how i treated you before
Now im treating you like how you treated me before
why dont you appreciate me that moment ; why now?

Feeling is making me round n round
Felt like giving up . I mean seriously.

You annoyed me!

and for now... im just finding reasons for myself to stay on!!!!!
arghhh~~~~ SHIT TO MYSELF!!!!!!

surprise by my fren

2010-09-16T21:25:00.001+08:00

IM surprised by my dearest friends. :D why im surprised?
Birthday surprise! weeeets`

the story begins with Ms.Diana asking me out to go cheongk down kl on thursday.
she asked me to invite Ms.Ever along. so... i texted Ever and asked.
but then....... Ms.Diana canceled as she wants to come down Sunway
I felt something fishy about him and leandre cause when i browse through his messages,
he suddenly snatch it from me and said ' O Shit! die d die d' hahahaha~ but i didnt bother`~

On thursday morning, I woke up at 9. Online for awhile then got prepared around 1030
I've texted Ms.Diana and called her but i got no reply. was worried cause she said meet up at 11 o'clock
I kept calling her and texting her~ so... i called her boyf's hp.
finally, she answered. phewww~~ she overslept! piggy
waited for shuttle bus around 2~ the weather is really OMG` so damn hot

reached Pyramid around 230. waited her and her reaction was sooo weird and it makes me think that there's something going on. LOLs. :D She said she booked a room in RedBox at 3pm. Its only 245 and she said ' lets go lets go.. we go wait okay' I was like ' still early wad.. why want go first' hahaha! but at last we went there....

they guy brought us to a big room. I asked Ms. Diana ' why so big geh? only we two mar..' and she replied me ' aiyo~ the guy say will change room later.. now sing here first' Weird Ryte? i know~ hahahahaha~ but i ignored and we choose song and sing...

suddenly, the song change to Happy Birthday song` and i was like Shocked when the door is open and they came in with a cake~ weeee~~ they are so sweet~ I LOVE THEM so much! :D

Picture talks

Im shocked! CC:

Sweet 8teen

Wish right now, wish right now

Mr. Nick & I

thank you all!

Opening presents! :D

'strawberries are sweet'

我不想忘记你

Thank you all!

The four of us

Ms.Diana & I

Ms.Ever & I

Ms.JY & I

Mr.Dre & I

XOXO my sista Diana

XOXO my sista Ever

thank you all for giving me such a memorable birthday celebration surprise!

I Love You Ms.Diana for being such a good sista
thank you for being around when im sad
thank you for cheering me up and lecture me when im being a stupid fool
thank you for taking care of me
thank you for being a listener when im in anger or sad and gave me advise
thank you for everything all these years~
you're always my sista! my lovely dearest sista ever~

thank you for your present. im lovin it

I Love You Ms. Ever
thank you for being such a good friend tho we've known each other for only 6 months
but its like we've know each other for years~
thank you for being my listener :D
thank you for teaching me in studies when im LOST xD
thank you for the plan to surprise me!
thank you for being my savior from boredom ; tee-hee!
We look alike ryte'? sista~ wakakaka`
Hope we could study together next year at the same UNI C:

and thank you Ms.JY, Mr. Dre & Mr.Nick!
thank you all for coming and your presents!
I Love it. :DD

weeehheee!

XOXO [S]

supra

2010-09-16T09:48:00.006+08:00

Oh man` I couldn't resist from blogging
Finally, i've watched Resident Evil. :D I found no difference in watching 3D and normal one. cause it is a waste of money~ and it caused me lil. dizzy~ O my O my~ I wanted to watch STEP UP 3 but itssss hell full. Even one ticket also dont have. Intending to watch it on Saturday with friends of mine. tee-hee!

Today is public holiday~ gonna meet up with my Darling Diana soon. Im Lovin it CC:
I dont wanna start class tomorrow~ Oh NO~ lots of topic test, presentation and ORAL exams.
Later, its MOCK exam! Felt so stressed but still reluctant to study everyday. Save me Lord. :D
Owh Owh~ im so pissed and had no patience on someone who keep drag my time. Without her work, i couldn't complete the whole set of the assignment! Time is ticking not pausing for u to waste! Cant you get it done?! Or cant u update me so far of what u've done? Do you need me to keep text you and call you? wth! Grow up girl! You needa be fast~`

lalalala

Hoping that things dont happen at a time`
NOoooooooo~ its so not the right time.
One come, everything come come come come come
Im really like What the hell. l0ls xPp

im kinda in love with supra! woots! been hunting and looking around for awhile

its so CUTE ryte? yea~ i know. im gonna get u! =Pp

XOXO [S]su

money spender

2010-09-12T22:22:00.008+08:00

everything is fine for now? I hope so
I hope I could change but i couldn't accept the fact for the future
neway, its okay for now.

well, spend alot this month. Spend money like drinking water
spend on food , entertainment , beauty product , cloths

- bought 3 tops
- bought one pair of slipper

- beauty product

- watched 2 times movie ( Piranha , Going the Distance)

plan to watch Devil , Resident Evil & Step Up 3
got many stuff to buy. OMG~ im a Shopaholics.
but i got no money jor. darnn~ who want gimme money to spend?
wah~ got which guy so gentlemen one? NO ryte? i know i know

birthday coming soon~ any plan or event for myself?
hmmmm~ no i guess. :DDD

raya break is omos over. Nooooooooooooo~
I dont wanna go back college.
I dont want test and exams and presentation

lalala

I become fat lady. I've GAIN WEIGHT!
my face became rounder~ arghhh~~~
I wanna on diet! I wanna keep fit. wakakkaka
Next month is the time for me to keep fit. :DDD

went to dai tong for dinner with my darling Ever and her sista
dinner for OTS group company. Hong Leong Bank
was listening to their saving plan. I wanna earn money~ $-$
lots of successful people , young and old
a guy who is only 21 years old and he's already has his own house, BMW class C
WOW~ incredible ryte?
NO money = NO life.
I wanna be a millionaire~ wahahahahahaha *evil laugh
someday~~

oh well, went out to meet my Honey Diana, she's my lover!! :DD
and finally, i've cut my hair. Thanks to Jimmy =D
honey and me went shopping~ :D
chit chat chit chat! I love her.

XOXO, [S]

2010-09-07T18:16:00.002+08:00

我觉得自己好失败觉得自己所做的都不够好
不管是在功课方面爱情方面不知梦想会不会成功
我想做得再好有谁可以教教我吗?

你要的机会我已给了你你还要我怎样
一句对不起解释不了也给不了什么
你说过的那句话真的很伤我
而且说出口的话是收不回的
伤了始终还是伤了留下了伤痕
经过了那么多风雨不是说放手就是放手

只有时间能证明一切我就等那个时候吧
看着我们之间的部落格我觉得自己好傻

- 倒带-

放心我没事我很好

decision

2010-09-05T11:49:00.002+08:00

A week to be apart
time given to let us think
how important are we in our heart
can we have a time machine
a time machine to turn back time to the past
a time machine to start over again

If you doesnt love a person anymore,
would you let go? for me, I would let go
It is just a waste of time being together
without happiness but only sadness
what is the point? I dont see any

Trust? there's no trust in you
Love? there's no more love
Laughter? its gone

Dilemma? yes. indeed

dance

2010-09-04T23:37:00.001+08:00

我想念跳舞我想跳舞
想念站在舞台上的感觉
想念当初跟舞团员跳舞的经验快乐

跳舞是种快乐的事
跳舞对我来说能让我整个人很轻松~
跳舞对我来说能让我快乐~
跳舞对我来说能让我忘记事情~

哇~ 真的超级想念跳舞的感觉~

LOVE

2010-08-29T21:24:00.003+08:00

lack of love
lack of security
lack of sense

Pretend to be Happy
by having a fake Smile
Pretend nothing had happen
by moving on
to love more....
to care more...
to understand more...
to think positively....
to let go the past....

but how long can it last?

you drive me crazy

2010-08-28T01:03:00.003+08:00

Had an awesome day yesterday night. :D well, assignment and test is done for the month of August. but.... September is gonna be worst. Lots of test comiiinnnnggg soooonnn~ lets say Oh My Goshhh~ had oral trials yesterday. darn... I screwed it up. was freaking nervous and I was stuckkkk halfway. How can this happen to me? oh my~

forget about it. LOL.

Went Clubbing with Ms.Ever and her sister at Ministry Of Sound. Its ladies night so... its free. :D Full house around 1+ and peepo started dancing at the stage. we toooo~ we had lots of fun. dancing like a mad/wild girls. haha! we did enjoyed but at the same time its like a heavy stone in my heart/ unexplainable feelings. That feelings makes me go crazy! Feels like i just wanna throw all the pain, sadness behind and just dance. When i dance, I forget about everything. We danced non stop till 3am in the morning. Its tiring.

went back to Ever's house and slept over. Head was so darn heavy but we slept at 6am. 3 of us just talk talk talk talk talk.

what can i do? what can you do? what can we do?
To move on? To maintain? To give up?
all those bullshit, nonsense makes me fed up and it annoyed me
What I think isnt the thing u think
What you think isnt the thing i think nemore
im tired and im sick of it.
Being numb isnt the way to cure but this is how it works
A girl being numb is totally without having any feelings
No sad, no anger, no patience. no more feelings

so.......

went shopping with their family today at pyramid.
I just bough alot of stuff when im down
i bought makeup stuff from definite( 70%)
i bought cloths.......

no more time to relax....

to do list before raya:
- psy research design
- maths assigment

break for a week?

after raya
- eald presentation
- psycho presentation
- biology test
- chemistry test
- psychology test
- maths test

September is driving me crazy....... but the worst part is... MOCK exam tend to fall 2days after my birthday. How can this be?? *disappointed. Great! Every year, same thing happen. =(

busy life

2010-08-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

Busy Busy Busy for the month of August. Mind cant stop spinning round n' round. Thanks to my daddy for helping me to solve the hostel problems and i've mad my mistake. I learn from it. My mum kept worrying about me~ touched touched! I love you mummy and I miss u and Diane- my sista.

well, slept over at May's house last thursday. we chit chatted a lot and i never knew that we would get along. haha! it's fate. :D we chatted till 4am. woke up early in the morning and drove down to school. Darn time for the stupidstomachache. so i went back to my hostel. *sad

busy busy busy~ went cheongK in the afternoon with my darling WC. Bought JY's birthday present as well and we were so convinced by the salesgirl. she's pretty and friendly so we love to ask her to introduce product for us. But we were in a rush.. we had fun cheongk-ing. we shouted when it almost end. haha! then went back to college for Bio Lab. :D tee-hee!

Last friday, gave birthday surprise for JY. we cheated her that we couldn't help her celebrate. But WC asked her to go to Friday for dinner and they did. Me and Dre were waiting for shuttle bus unfortunately, those two girls were in the bus so we had to walk to pyramid. wow~ see how we sacrifice for you. XD . went to bought cakes and bought to Friday~

Those workers in Friday made their birthday plan. Make her stand on the chair, gave her a Chilli sauce( microphone) , make her sing... but she doesn't want to.. at last, she had to make a choice of either singing or dancing. so she chose to sing. weeee~ later, we talk we chat we shop. :D Her mum thought that WC is going to bring her to clubbing. wt... Superb Swt. LOLs

Saturday morning. went for extra classes. :D nice one! Love extra classes to improve myself. im a weirdo. l0ls. went to WC's house with JY as we plan to do our Biology DNA Model. We keep planning and thinking of what model to do. We were planning of Glow in The dark but we dont have the tool. Drive out to the nearby bookshop to look for tools. End up buying bubble tea while waiting for Dre from church. :D so, we went back home and changed our plan. But it FAILED. hahahahaha~ JY went back home and we sent Dre back as me and WC wanna have duet time. Teehee~ went over to the playground nearby her house. Sat on the swing for hours and we chatted for hours~ wow! I also never expected that we could sat down and talk for hours`
She a friendly and outgoing friend` A person who is nice to mix around with but she's too quiet and never wanna socialize with peepo first cause she thought that there is nothing to talk about? haha! the first sight i saw her was... a clever girl, bad type of girl cause she has a fierce face. hahahahaha~ XD but after a long time of knowing her, she's not bad. She GOOD! im loving it. weeheeee!

Slept over at her house last night. we went to Meeples for board games with her sista and their friends. :D played till like 1am. went back home, did research on Bio but we failed again. xD . this is a hard time for me, as i had hard times with my boyfriend. well, not to mention here. i'll keep to myself and dont worry. Will be fine. lalalala~

next morning, waited JY to come over and went to picked Dre from hostel. We didn't wanna waste time so we quickly thought of some idea for our DNA model. think think think! DO DO DO! and we did it! yay! i was so sick of it but luckily it success! :D we are happy =D altho its simple.

Just done 2 Bio assignment
psychology presentation tomorrow~ =X

and i still left....

1 more extended response for psychology
1 more research design for psychology
EALD oral trials
EALD presentation
Maths assignment

oh Dear~

DOWN august

2010-08-15T00:03:00.005+08:00

DISLIKE the month AUGUST . another hectic month in college. lots of test and assignments to deal with. one after another...time really flies. Its nearly the month of November, war time!

This few weeks really make me confused and tired. We were finding houses to rent, some said confirm want, some said no. Dont make any decision or say yes before confirmation or you cant make it. what sorts of bullshit is this? so sickening la. Please la. Aduh!

I need money~ money money come come` Envy those people in a rich family, where they have their own car, weekly or daily allowance. Darn! You all should appreciate what you have. I wanna earn my own money, so that i can spend it with satisfactory. I dont feel comfortable spending other people's or my parents money. I cannot buy what i want. Money is important to everyone. Without money, there's no life. Think of the life in the future...........(it's gonna be so worst)

A sickening life i had now,
lots of stuff to be done
wondering when can it be done
today? tomorrow? the day after tomorrow?

in need a shoulder to lean on,
but where are you
I dont want the red roses to wilt
it would be awesome if you were here
but for now, next few months
I have to get used to it
a invisible soul beside me

undecided future
what can i do
Lord, do guide me
I need YOU seriously
you're the only one i could trust and believe
I know you will lead me to the correct path

I'm a bad tempered girl
when i want it to be done, it must be
Dislike dragging time
some thinks im bad, some thinks im scary
that's who i am
what i need is just an answer and get it done
dont play like a fool to me
this is the time that i need to be patience and calmness

跨乐星光街头拉阔演唱会&庆功宴

2010-08-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

Sunday Sunday! :D
went to 2010娛協獎 at Leisier Mall with Wai chan. Picked me up at my hostel then we went to Taman Melati by Lrt :D Her friend picked us up at the station then we headed to Leisure Mall. Lots of people. We went there to Support JYM! C:

Judges : 宣传大使光良::

show starts at 7PM
there were four groups

:: Infi9::

::牛男恶女::

::PP 组::

::同班同学组::

::丁当- 我爱他::

::台湾花美男组合AK::
沈建宏（右）说陈奕（左）
I love 沈建宏 :D

:: 陈家凯::

and guess who won? its... INFI9 . C:

:))

Talent time

2010-07-29T20:39:00.014+08:00

Dancing makes me Happy Chill Sexay

I ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ dancing~
♥ the fun & joy & screaaaamiiinggg from the audience :D

this is the smart girl and funny girl i know since i came to Ausmat
she's smart and she's playful as well. tee-hee! JY & her is my dancing partner
nice knowing them . C:

well well well, Ausmat & Fia 2010 Talent Time
the time where you can see many good performers performing and show what their hidden talent

1st performers

2nd

4th! Leandre` my sec schoolmate. awesome!

5th

6th! Julia & Leandre. ♥

There were 17een performers and we were the 12th performers to perform. we DANCE. I enjoy dancing on the stage. ♥ to hear the screeeeeaaaammmmmmiinnngggg from friends. Its just F-U-N. Did my very best! tho my partner did mistake but it's okay~ as long we are having fun together then its alright! You guys did a good job. :D although we didnt get any prizes but we melted our friends heart. That is just so awesome! ♥

When i watch the dance video taken from Leandre for me.. I just realize that my leg was so damnnnnnn loonnnnnnnggggg. OMG~

We went to Lunchbox for dinner~ XOXO

logging off :D

I wanna

2010-07-28T23:01:00.002+08:00

I got a Desperate Heart` xoxo

When i see peepo who is a profession in dancing,
I wanna be like them

When i see peepo who is a model,
I wanna be a supermodel

When i see peepo taking lots of gorgeous photograph,
I wanna be one of them

When i see peepo has a good achievement in academic,
I wanna be better than them

I wanna I wanna I wanna........

Out

2010-07-27T10:40:00.015+08:00

Let me update my blog. been lazy to update. LOLs

well, went to meet up my sista and my brother in law. They came to KL for 2 weeks. :D but i only meet them for like 4days. so sad. nevermind, in 2 years time or 1 year time, we'll have another G10 meeting. sounds cool x)

last saturday, my dearest buddy, Hong came to Kl with his cousin, Khang. We meet up and went shopping~ but i didnt bought anything cause there's nothing for me to buy? no idea. went to The Curve area for a walk. We did something hilarious over there which is not suppose to be mention. private~! shhhh xD We came back to pyramid in the evvening. They had no place to stay as their friend's place suddenly no more space so, we were force to look for hotel just for 1 night. LOL. we did lots and lots of call to different hotel. What i got from the call was " we are sorry, we are full today" wth. Even a lousy motel or inn is full. what season is it? its MEGA SALES. Wonder Girls and other artist came down to Sunway as well. Thats why lots of hotel is full. I wanted to go but no one could accompany me and im sure that it's hard to get the entrance ticket. =(

After making lots of calls, we decided to stay at Han's room. So, they both sneak into our hostel without letting the security check and it succeed. Wee~ after a shower, we were having fun. Watched movies and so on. :) slept quite late that night. Lots of chit-chatting. Next day, went to pyramid to buy movie ticket. darn! nearly full, luckily we buy earlier. Later, we went down to BB for shopping. :D and again... i did not buy anything for myself. its good! cause i dont spend my money. teehee! It was raining when we are going back to sunway. When the bus came, we ran towards it and we were shit wet and freezing cold. LOL. We had fun in the bus by disturbing Han while he fell asleep. Finally i get to watch Inception. nice movie. :D next movie im gonna watch is Street Dance and Salt. anyone wanna accompany me?

Picture speaks

Btw, me and my friends got into audition for talentine. We thought that we'r not going to make it until yesterday. There's a notice with name list on it. damn! how can we prepare in just a short time as the performance is on thursday.*scratching my head*

I need more patience and i have mood swing this few days. Just dont feel like talking to anyone.

G10 Meeting

2010-07-12T22:52:00.006+08:00

A Self Short Break C: *peace

Just got back from hometown yesterday. a tiring but interesting short break. went back to
hometown to meet up my brother in laws family and my sista from Hungary. It's been 2 years
since we last met and now is the time for G10 to gather together once more.

Before i went back to kuching, they went to Semenggoh Wildlife park, Jongs Crocodile farm and
so on... here are some pictures to share ((:

Orang Utan

Rabbits

Poccupine

Crocodile

Riverside view

DUN sarawak

We had family dinner on thursday at Sarawak Club for 29th, 30th and 40th Anniversary!
(6D :D) 3 young couples anniversary which is my parents, bro in laws parents and also my
dearest aunt and uncle. :D got ready and went to take the cake from Taka then went to
FourPoint to pick them up :D

Lots and lots of people waiting...rosary block, my cousins and parents friend as well. Dad invited
a band group to perform during the dinner. before dinner, as we all know... the usual one... greet
those auntie uncle, introducing and so on. Taking pictures every now and then =D and dinner
starts... lots of dish and beverage. Wine and Beer is never missed out. Eat eat eat talk talk talk...

Let the picture do the talking :D

Group photos

Cake cutting session

Whiskey peppermint cake and chocolate cake

Dancing time

With my dearest aunt and uncle and my sis

next day went for laksa at other places but not at 3rd mile, our special place C:

later, we packed our stuff and get ready to go to the beach! yay! we drove 3 cars up. Lotsa
peeps. On the way up, me, my sis, panda and ronci played games. Each person need to say a
name of a country or some geographical terms with the ending letters told by the previous
person before their turns and if we see any red car we say get it, orange car- selamat datang,
green car- mentality disable. It was fun as we need to think a lot of names of a country.

finally, we reached damai beach. check in to our room and had a walk around the beach.
Unfortunately, it rains but we did not care. We saw a big coconut, we take turns to throw it
towards the tress and see whether we can break it or not.

Yay! succeed

Later, we went to the Kids playground. We climb the rope and so on... it was fun... as the time is
getting late, we rushed back to get ourself prepared for the Rainforest Music Festival which
is held every year around this month. But before that, we went to have our dinner at Palm
Beach. Food wasnt really good, service extremely poor as they have not enough waitress. So we
need to self service, faster than they do. tee-hee! As we were eating, heavy rain~ aww~ we were
like wth.... why rain at this time? We still wanna go to the music festival. My sista and I prayed
hard so that the rain will stop. As we were finishing our dinner, the rain stopped indeed. yay!
our prayer been answered.Thank God :)

And so......

We went to the Music Festival. It's muddy. Nice music :D those in the center of crowd was all
mud. People were jumping and dancing. Some of the ang mo were rolling on the mud. Imagine
whole of your body is mud, eww~ it's hard to wash away. Out of curiosity, 3 of us ( sista) went
down to the center. omg~ so damn muddy` our feet is covered with mud. haha. but it was fun
tho. C: We need to queue up to wash our feet. Music show ends at 12. We walked back to the
hotel with a tired look. Next day, went to the cultural village to attend the workshop and to bring
my bro in laws family to walk around to look at the houses of different culture. It was interesting.

Well, Let the picture talks again

went back hotel in the afternoon for a rest. I fall asleep. superb tired. Had our G10 dinner at the
hotel. Food- not that good. There's a huge ang mo fellow who went to the wrong direction of the
queue suddenly ask me to get away! I didnt think a second and i straight scold him fuck you!..
whatthehell, a no manners ang mo asked me to get off. duhhh~!

oh well, Mr Gabor and Eva gave us a surprise with champagne. Nice one! Love it. :D we had a
toast and we will have another G10 meeting probably next year or 2 years later in Shanghai.
that would be a perfect idea! :D after the dinner, we went to Music Festival. Music wasnt really
good compared to the first day. Weather were great! No rain =)

we had fun together for the last day as they went back to Shanghai yesterday early morning.

G10 had fun together~ gonna miss them real much as i already missed them right now.

Take care! Szeretlek! :D

more pictures in my dad's camera C:

Worldcup fever

2010-07-03T00:35:00.002+08:00

It's 3rd of July. Isn't that fast? Fifa Worldcup Mamak Stall all good business at this hour. went to Medan to watch worldcup and its crowded. The atmosphere is there when everyone is so nervous. Screaming and Shouting. It's quater-finals now. Supported Brazil end up Holland won. Supported Argentina but Germany won(0-4) what the.... Germans team use the same tactic and it succeed for the second time. Spain or Paraguay tonight? SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN. supported C:

oh well, went down to KL today to find my lovely darling Diana. miss her damn lots. We are forever sista that couldn't be separated. Shop alot today. im happy but on the other hand i need $$. No $$ No Life. No $$ how to survive in this world? Everything talks about money. $$ sign in our head & in our mind. I wanna be rich in the future. Successful Women with good career. I know i can do it although its gonna be thought! :)) im trying to think +ve everyday

I wanna get another contact number for myself. Hotlink youth club or Digi campus better? my bill is superb expensive every month. Im gonna die paying that much every month. anyone know where to get one in Sunway or KL? couldnt find any except hotlink. We went to Lowyatt today. I was actually decided to buy the digi campus but the no manner salesgirl with bad attitude makes me wanna walk away and yet she said i need to go down to LG from 1st floor to get my IC photocopied. wth. we went up and down several times. I said okay at first so the girl reserve the number for me but I didnt turn up after walking off the store. what working manner is that? wthell

Darling and me went to Zanmai Sushi. I've never been there so went to try out. wow! nice sushi ever. tee-hee! better than sushi king? definitely. C: we also went to Tbowl in the afternoon. sat there to have sista talk. Gossiping. heeheehoohooohaahaa =) It was a nice talk with her. We share and talk alot of stuff. Life Love Man Women Work Studies Money . Boy first sight about girl is beauty? whether she is pretty sexy or normal looking. Girl first sight about money or outlook? Is this a reality in life to us? so, girls! we must know how to makeup always look young and pretty. *giggles There's no ugly women in this world but lazy women. get it? x) what i need now is time. Never put hope on something thats not gonna happen so that there would not be any disappointment. Is there a place where i could go and found by no one? tell me bout it.

skip it. Cx we went to watch Knight and Day. I ♥ that movie. Rate it 10 stars. Guys, you wont regret watching it.*thumbs up . Thurday is coming. wee~ i cant wait to meet my brother in law and his family and of cause my dearest sista. Didnt get to see her for ages since their wedding honeymoon. Btw, my unit left me and my rommate. The both of us. It's completely silent out of our room. Kinda scary` but the washing machine belong to us. dont have to take turn to do our laundry :D

I dislike my hair. I wanna cut cut cut again. :C what should i do to my hair?

I dislike assignment. Assignment again and again. can someone call 911? l0ls

I dislike people who made a promise and it came out to be zero. Dont make promises if you cant do it. Go sleep with grandma better. wth

logging off C:

Break

2010-06-30T22:33:00.007+08:00

am back to Sunway. should i be happy or sad leaving? well, this trip wasnt a good trip for me. sick for the week and theres some unhappy moment. aww~ not to mention about it. C: or maybe i can say my holiday was half sucks half enjoy? haha! Lets see what did I do for the holiday.

straighten my hair

cut my hair (kinda love it)

went out everynight but no place to go

watched worldcup

went for movies

went to my favorite eating place

that's all? l0ls

wanted to watch finish the hong kong series in pps but didnt finish it. stupid line in hostel, too slow till the movie couldnt load. New semester has begun. Time flies and it's going to b 1st of July tomorrow. It's end of June today. Im so lazy to go to college. College life sucks cause it wasnt like how i aspect it to be? haha. whack me. Im dreaming. =D

am going back to kuching again next week for Rainfest and to meet up Mr.Gabor and family from Hungary. yay! my sista is coming back. Gonna spend 4 days with them. It's gonna be exciting. I cant wait. tee-hee!

started to miss my BB now. aww~when we are apart from each other, felt like there's something missing everyday. But when we are together, we like to fight. Fight till quarrel tim. XD

时间

2010-06-27T00:32:00.003+08:00

时间滴哒滴哒的过已经过了半年就快要7月了
人也跟随着时间而改变觉得自己改变了很多从以前到现在
人们会珍惜时间吗会去珍惜每一分每一秒吗

在家乡已经有一个礼拜了觉得这里很闷
古晋就是古晋小地方没地方可去呀
每天都烦着要去哪里好无聊
还是觉得自己比较适应繁忙的生活
为何会这样呢?

真希望宝贝婷能过KL打工新水又高这样就能三姐妹一起聚一聚
她说的没错我跟宝贝薰不依靠父母我们很勇敢的踏出去
也可以这么说吧我跟我家人的关系不是很亲到很依赖他们
我呢比较喜欢独立去常识去适应去感受
现在人们都活在现实的世界里边我们都无法逃避
生活有太多的不如意太多的不顺心太多的风雨
有时渴望的反而是失望所以最好的还是不要抱太大的希望

Holiday

2010-06-23T17:26:00.003+08:00

it's holiday! yeaahhooo~
oh well, im back to kuching . Home sweet home

but before i came back, i went to Sunway Lagoon with my dear friends. not much peepo in the morning but in the noon... wow! lots of peepo and i was so damn tiring. :D im happy that i could meet up my babe DIANA . ((: overnight at her house, we chit chat alot. seems like we haven chat with each other for a loooonnng time. Met up with Ms Nieven too. pretty lady. hehe! She straighten her hair at Jimmy there. So me and Diana went for shopping as we were waiting for Nieven. Didnt bought anything at Ts or Sgwang , it's not my taste. LOLs. no idea why.

went to find my aunt. went for shopping at 1U. bought alot of stuff for father's day. Bought my dad a polo tee, a fountain pen. A dress for myself.

Next day went to cheongK with babe. Just the 2 of us. I was sooooo not in the mood that day. Super down but i wanna thanks Dear for cheering me up. LOVE you sista. teeeehee! :D Let me share with u all a super hilarious story on the day i went back to kuching. I was at the LCCT at 1130am. My flight suppose to be at 150pm but guess what? I miss the flight. ha-ha-ha. You all must be wondering how i miss my flight ryte? Well, it all goes to the stupid staff giving wrong information. damn it! So i have to forced myself to buy a new ticket which is superb expensive. darnn! i can do a lot of things with that amount. so kek sam ar that time. wasted half of my day at the stupid airport.

next day after i reached kuching, went for laksa. yummmyy! but after that, i fall sick. so... am now having cough and flu and a lil fever. samfu samfu. I wanna recover asap so that i could take spicy food. ((: Its so boring at home. Maybe im used to the busy life and now suddenly so free.. abit awkward. Been sleeping the whole day till noon. Night time is outing time. heehee` Met up with my babe Adeline, Jovenna and Imelda. XOXO. miss them a lot.

Exam fever over

2010-06-11T16:30:00.003+08:00

im glad that month of May is finally over . Its a stressful month for me cause its a exam fever. topic test every now and then. Am having final exam this week. Sat for english paper yesterday and chemistry paper today. damn! theres alot of question... and yet... the time is not enough for us to complete doing the paper. bonding confuse me. even though its a hard one but i thank God for guiding me throughout the exam. I really strive for this exam. I hope that i wont let myself down.

3 more papers to go. maths- i really need to score for it. dont wanna disappoint my lectural- Ms.Christine. She's a wonderful lectural that help me and my friend alot. Well, not merely just maths but also biology- Mr.Varun, a friendly and nice lectural who we spend alot of time with. They are just like our friends. We chit chat and make fun. How can you get such a lectural. This is why I ♥ Sunway tho life here is kinda stressful. hand cant stop writing , pressing calculator , notebook in my bag everywhere i go.

However, im worry about my babe-Diana. do cheer up okay? sista is always around you. We will not leave you but always there when you need us. btw, so sad that we didnt go any trip . Trip is canceled due to some reason. nevermind, there's always another chance. tee-hee! NO more trip then we'll go for Shopping , movie , cheongK , gaming, :D

Im addicted to Left 4 Dead recently. Wasnt really addicted last time but now.... im addicted to it. killing zoombies, spawn the survivor. weee~ anyone wanna play that game? can always play together. :D

I wanna go back Kuching. Missing home. Missing the food there . Missing BB. ♥

seriously need a haircut. dislike my hair now. sheeessh

o well, going to care group later

spare out time to know more about Jesus ((:

Logging off

Wisdom

2010-06-05T00:14:00.002+08:00

was hoping that you could come here

but i didn't get what i wanted it to be

want you by my side when i needed u

want you to pamper me

miss your warm hug when i cried or when im down

I MISS YOU

im down im down im down

heart of tears that couldn't be explain

who to share or who ever cared

O Lord, i need YOUR Wisdom

Crave . Pray

2010-06-01T00:13:00.004+08:00

seriously need to get my feet to dance on the floor :C

seriously needa haircut back hometown

fringe? short hair? yeap yeap yeap! C:

craving for a dance time

craving for a perfect body

craving for hot and spicy food

craving for laksa

craving for kiam hu du bak

craving for a gift

craving for a good eyesight

craving for a trip with babe

craving for MONEY $

last but not least , craving for HIM ♥ ♥

pray for the sick people

pray for friends who needs us

pray for parents to have a good trip

pray for family

pray for my Babe

pray for my BB

pray for those who needs us

Bless them all in Jesus name I ask. :D

the Lord is my strength,
my eternal guiding light,
He stands with me in the sunshine,
calms me through the stormy nights.
my faith shall never falter,
my soul becomes even stronger.

SHOW LO is awesome

2010-05-29T00:13:00.003+08:00

SHOW LO SHOW LO SHOW LO! He is so H.A.N.D.S.O.M.E & C.U.T.E! let me repeat myself. SHOW LO is so damn lengzai and cute. My heart melts once i saw him out from the restaurant where he got interview by the reporters. damn I dont have the tickets to go into the park cause it's not worth it to buy a 80buck album with pass just to go in to see him for half an hour without him signing the album. He came to Malaysia at the wrong time. Why dont he go Kuching earlier or later when i have semester break. DAMN! I could only see him from far. Those community sooooo bastard lar... keep asking us to step back. Its okay with that but they use the poster to close the view. We cant even take photos of him. argghhh~ bastard! disappointment. =(Only get to see him few blink of eyes. HE is SUPERB tall and cute. OMGooshhh` i've been repeating so many times. LOL

On the other hand, was so sad cause my eyesight now is so poor. Power increases -2.00 which makes my eye power to be -6.25 and -6.50 now. Feel so sad. I should NOT sit infront of my laptop for toooooo loooonnnnnggggg. :C My room should HAVE a brighter light. i wanna SOL! Forget about it.... met alot of new friends today. they were all studying at TARC. They were very friendly and outspoken people compared to here. I would go TAR to study if there were choices for me to choose. Its more to College life there but here... im so stressed`

Oh well, final exam is just around the corner. Dont have to mood to study but i have to. I just wanna enjoy the coming holiday. cant wait for it lar. =D

my eyes is veryyy the BLUR now

logging off

3 more weeks to go

2010-05-27T21:00:00.006+08:00

blogggiiiiieeee~ :D how's my week huh? well, so far so good. just done two topic test yesterday. two more to go next week and final exam on the following week. needa work extra hard to score for the internal assessment. ga yao ga yao! ((: after exam then can go for trip with my darling Diana. i miss her so much~ cant wait to meet her. We're going for a trip together. Penang? Ipoh?

been rushing to get my assignments done. well, done one and one more to go. half way done. left few essay to go` yes! i can do it. keep pushing my partner to do. i feel so bad about it. haha! .But.. what to do. you're my partner.On the other hand, he gave me a cute raindeer doll just to bribe me? yes. indeed. LOL. Having so much fun in college with my two cute lil friend and that dre. we joke and laugh together.(: IM so excited bout tomorrow as im going to SHOW LO concert at the mines with Yin. Cant wait to meet him. =D

Had dinner at Nando's yesterday with few friends. Ordered extra hot peri-peri again. yummy! im loving it. Today, my tummy upsad because of the superb spicy food i ate yesterday? and my eyes were red. aww~ heal my eyes. i dont wanna go out with a red eye. and yea.. didnt went to care group last friday. seems fun but i missed it. too bad. wanna go tomorrow if in time, Uncle Fong is cooking delicious dinner for us.

It was teachers day celebration today for Ausmat and Fia course. Students were performing. and.. we cant stop laughing cause it was kinda baddddddddd . sorry to say that but its the truth. even Dre can sing better than them. However, there were some group who does dancing very well. Locking, Popping. ♥♥ seeing them dancing reminds me the joy of dancing. i Miss dancing alot alot alot. damn! I wanna dance man. It helps me to release stress as well. But now, how can i release my stress? shopping, chatting, study?

missing my boy ♥

melted heart

2010-05-23T22:02:00.001+08:00

im feeling so down down down down~
heal me , dearest bloggie
how can i feel better?

NANA-I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Happy CNY ♥

Hello 2012

Merry Christmas peeps~

November!

Phuket vacation

September baby

just another extraordinary day

麻木~

对男人0求

public holiday

Freshman Camp 2011

End of April

Neutral :D

Smile

Blind

im happy

再见

♥女人的心情就是这样 ♥

MARCH , Im happy

Perfect Day

crazyfriends

valentines

Sally's birthday

新年快樂 萬事如意

time flies

counting the days

Happy New Year 2011

Xmas BBQ

week in KL

Unversity

Anger

life

december

爱

reality

I ♥ who and what I am now

爱情

sick

Prom night

maison

end of ausmat

wace

love life

food obsession

dancing

week break

放

hate

shout out loud

LOVE around

FUCK

surprise by my fren

supra

money spender

decision

dance

LOVE

you drive me crazy

busy life

DOWN august

跨乐星光街头拉阔演唱会&庆功宴

Talent time

I wanna

Out

G10 Meeting

Worldcup fever

Break

时间

Holiday

Exam fever over

Wisdom

Crave . Pray

SHOW LO is awesome

3 more weeks to go

melted heart

新年快樂萬事如意